i am in a situation kinda relating to this. as well as freeskiing, I also cross-country ski, and really i am better at it than freeskiing, even though i enjoy all kinds of skiing immensely. anyway, i went to school in green bay, wi to ski cross country on a D1 ncaa ski team. i had the coaches word that i would get a scholarship second semester to ski. he never gave it to me. and now i feel like i just wasted a year in a town with the nearest mountain 90 miles away, and did it for nothing. so next year i am moving back to the twin cities to go to school, for the school, and i am gonna ski on my terms, wherever, however, and whenever i want, while still going to the school i want. that is, if i can still get into the new college.
sorry for the mini rant, im not sure if that really relates or not.