It kind of scares me that even now at 28, I'm relying on friend to tell me about places and things I did. I properly fucked my brain up a couple times.
The headaches, sensitivity to noise, and other issues have gotten much better, but my memory is still shit.
Idk, I've been using my insta more. One reason was that I got some shit from people because I was traveling a bunch but not posting often. So I started using insta. But then I was also thinking about, what about when I forget all this shit? When I don't even remember being places?
I think facebook and insta etc will be awesome for that. I should keep a journal but I don't and don't think I will, even though I've thought about it.
Idk, it's just weird to think that my memory might just start getting worse and I might forget more. I'm already horrible with a lot of things.
10 years ago I could have told you names, dates, places of all this crazy shit that happened in history. Now I sometimes forget what I'm doing, what my friends names are, what I did the day before. It's fucking stupid.
I mean, I get that brain injuries are brain injuries, but still. It's just crazy. I like to talk to people and I'm pretty friendly. I end up meeting a lot of people, really great genuine people. I feel fucking terrible that I can't remember them. Not even faces. I have no idea, who they are or where I know them from. It doesn't really help me or them doing the "it's not you it's me" thing.
Deleted a bunch of personal stuff about friends that have died, and life and shit. A lot of times I delete everything but I guess I'll post something. Idk why.
Life is a fucking trip man. You show up on this earth and you've got a completely random amount of time. You just don't fucking know. All you can do is make the most of it, and when it's time, it's time.