of course people don't have equal morality. you think someone like hitler who thought it was okay to wipe an entire religion off the face of the earth was as moral as someone who didn't think that? maybe i just don't understand you again. and, no, i asked because i wasn't sure what you meant specifically, not because i didn't understand the concept.
i feel like my desire to live is pretty innate...that's why i would defend myself. because i have an innate desire not to die, or, if you will, to live.