Newark New Jersey

if you mean patterson new york, stfu.

but dude, that sucks a lot. hope you don't get fucked up in jail.

moral = don't do drugs.
 
Did all you guys just skip the fact that this dude is threatening suicide and not post anything of value...thats fucked up. Dude if you were able to get into rehab before it means that somebody obviously cares for you and is willing to support you, hopefully they are still there for you. If your posting this stuff here, that shows that at least you have some remorse and intention to help yourself get off the smack, what about looking into a counciling and rehab place somewhere far away, like montana where you can ski and you wont have the same scene to drag you into drugs etc?
 
you have a whole life ahead of you man. its definently not worth it. you need change. hop on a plane. do what you love. ski. see what good there still is, you wont find it in NJ man, just get out of there. you can do it.
 
Oh, Newark. Armpit of America, even driving through some parts of town are scary.

Good Portuguese food, though.

 
man don't even think about that! you've got a skiing community 100,000 strong, some of them may be dicks, but i think even the dicks would back you up. you're only 19, that's not even a quarter of your life right there. there are so many success stories out there and YOU can be the next one if you just put your mind to it and surround yourself with supporting people.
 
just to clear confusion i live in

salt lake city and New Jersey the story goes the same except in SLC i dont have to worry about getting shot in the head everytime i go to get the drugs.

i cant fucking escape this shit anywhere i go.
 
join the peace corps or something, try to find a new hobby, anythingto get your mind off that shit

And NJ does suck except for long beach island, ive been to atlantic city, its sketchy as fuck there
 
yea dude you got yourself into some deeep shit. but it was worth the story. good luck in rehab dude my friend's all fucked up now on drugs and he od'd twice... shit suks
 
dude, dont commit suicide man, you can get methadone... theres lots of things you can do, live whatever life you have to live whatever its worth living
 
im going to jail for 180 days! i love newschoolers! and everyday you get to the mountain whether its whistler or some shithole on the east coast just be thankful for what you got...
 
damn man, you gotta really try and get off that shit. your going to wanna be around a little while and this stuff is only getting in the way.
Stay strong man. I believe in you.
 
like i said on my old name on here and will say it again, your fucking fault for getting addicted to herioin and being in newark to begin with. could of joined the military! i did and turned my life around. i don't care what anyone says, no one should feel bad for you. dumbass thread is like 2 or 3 years old. fucking retard. have fun in the brigg
 
your a fucking punk and so is everyone who runs into the military.... sorry i dont have a disciplin problem but a drug problem.... i could give a fuck what you think theres like 15 people that seem to care what i've been up to soooooooo go to hell?
 
Thats super scary man. I've gone into philly to pick up some stuff from a big black man that goes by the name "spider" and it didnt turn out like that. Granted that was only herb...but still.

My best friend and I got lost in newark once. We were 16 and 17, driving a nice big tinted jeep, going to the beach in miniskirts and halter tops. Had to keep getting out of the car and find people to ask directions. One of the scariest things for us.
 
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