One of my favorite quotes is by Albert Einstein.
"The hardest thing to understand is why we can understand anything at all."
Ben-
Any scientist who has studies astrophysics, quantum theory, or astronomy has seen the beauty in nature. There is a certain order to things. An order that is hard to attribute to random events. The more I get into this topic the more I have a hard time accepting that there is no force out there holding the universe together. For example it seams that finding the higgs boson particle is almost impossible because it doesn't want to be found. Or how there is a difference in electron paths depending on if they are observed. Things that have no scientific meaning but indicate a plan. Life doesn't make sense to me, the planets get along just fine with out life but it seams to have found its way into every nook and cranny of this earth. Every single book I have ever read about this topic ends in the scientist admitting that there is some force that is making everything happen. Einstein spent his whole life looking for a theory of everything and came up empty handed. Many others have dedicated their lives to the same topic and although progress has been made, string theory, there is still no conclusion.
So do I believe in "god"? Not in the Christian sense, or in any other religions view of god. But I do believe in a force, far more powerful than we can comprehend that makes the universe work. I don't think the force even gives our existence one bit of thought or concern, it rather set the rules of the universe and is letting shit happen. My religious view are more aligned with the Jedi than any religion I have ever heard of. I don't really think this force is aware, at least in the sense that we are aware.
My view on god (I hate that fucking word) my view on the "universal force" changes daily, but there is one constant. I know, with out a doubt, that I don't know shit. So all I can do is sit back, relax, enjoy life to the fullest, and hope for an afterlife. Because I have put a lot of thought, time, and effort into this life and if it ends with a lights out type of situation (which I think is most probable) I am going to be one pissed off dude.