hey man dont knock it till you try it. im in poland right now, 18 months deep as a missionary. Yeah it aint the easiest thing, yeah im in poland, yeah im a little detached from the world. But what we do is service. We try every day to go out and help people in the best way we know how. That doesnt mean i go out and i shove ulotki (flyers i guess..? i never used that word in english) in peoples' faces, but i meet people who are really searching to find something, and i show em whats up from my side. In addition ive done my fair share of volunteering at special needs hospitals, cleaning up farms, and (manual service).
but yeah i dont know man, i just think you should try to look at things from other perspectives.
for example:
i wouldnt know if a 9 mm glock or a 9 sig sauer would be a better gun choice, but i would probably go kick it with you, "ghettoThug" and you could show me the ropes... who knows, selling dope and shooting people might grow on me...
have a good one. cheers from poland