Kevo
Active member
The necessary step that I had to take was beyond my control at the time. I needed to grow and experience a new form of
reality and a new consciousness. I could no longer be held back by what I percieved to be anchoring me to the
beliefs/life/consciousness I was experiencing so I made the conscious but uncounscience choice to get away from the
anchor and push off, drifting backwards from a foggy dock at night. Never could I have imagined the intensity of this new
reality, and never will I be able to explain to you what this is like. It is beyond words to try to connect the two in a way
that you, (or myself when I experienced reality with you) could understand. I can tell you though, that it was very
important to get away and start a different stream of consciousness.
I once didn't believe in determinism. When we are all one, there is no separation of realities to allow for anything but one
collective reality. What I do in my existance doesn't matter, only that I exist and take up molecules of what we percieve to
be different atoms. Everything that we can understand to be different is really just one in the same. There was no reason
for me to be upset when I exited a reality with you. It just brought me to another place in a larger reality. To put it in
another way, our paths diverted, but at least we are both still both on paths. Above on a flattened vertical web of human
existance, the horizontal plane of human consciousness exists. We are both on this same plane, and we are both
experiencing separation from the greater wholeness of existance in different ways. At least we both believe that there is
something else out there. At least we both can think, and feel and understand. At least we both experience a reality where
we can see and dream and LIVE. Our existance, along with everything else, is just one part of an infinitely larger
experience that we can only begin to realize. When everything is one, there is no room for more or less love. It is one love,
one equal love for one entity that cannot be split up. Everything that splits us up is illusory. Everything that we believe
separates us does not exist. No time, no space, no place. Everything in one. Everyting is one. Everything IS.
My reality is filled with such different and new things. There are no words to describe what I truly am experiencing. Infinite
bonds. Infinite oneness. Infinite connections. Everything is one. One is everything. INFINITE CONNECTIONS- to the
point where there are no connections because everything is one. Can you understand? Can this collective consciousness
ever understand this as a whole oneness? YES YES YES, and that is where true enlightenment lies. Cross the river and
leave the boat behind. Open a door realizing there is another to be opened beyond it. Collapse on sphere to find another
inside it. Collapse another with the realization that there is an infinite number of spheres inside. Someday the energy that
you are made up of will come to find what I have found, and whatever truth there is to be found through that. Different
paths yes, but we are still both on paths. We are one. We are all one.
reality and a new consciousness. I could no longer be held back by what I percieved to be anchoring me to the
beliefs/life/consciousness I was experiencing so I made the conscious but uncounscience choice to get away from the
anchor and push off, drifting backwards from a foggy dock at night. Never could I have imagined the intensity of this new
reality, and never will I be able to explain to you what this is like. It is beyond words to try to connect the two in a way
that you, (or myself when I experienced reality with you) could understand. I can tell you though, that it was very
important to get away and start a different stream of consciousness.
I once didn't believe in determinism. When we are all one, there is no separation of realities to allow for anything but one
collective reality. What I do in my existance doesn't matter, only that I exist and take up molecules of what we percieve to
be different atoms. Everything that we can understand to be different is really just one in the same. There was no reason
for me to be upset when I exited a reality with you. It just brought me to another place in a larger reality. To put it in
another way, our paths diverted, but at least we are both still both on paths. Above on a flattened vertical web of human
existance, the horizontal plane of human consciousness exists. We are both on this same plane, and we are both
experiencing separation from the greater wholeness of existance in different ways. At least we both believe that there is
something else out there. At least we both can think, and feel and understand. At least we both experience a reality where
we can see and dream and LIVE. Our existance, along with everything else, is just one part of an infinitely larger
experience that we can only begin to realize. When everything is one, there is no room for more or less love. It is one love,
one equal love for one entity that cannot be split up. Everything that splits us up is illusory. Everything that we believe
separates us does not exist. No time, no space, no place. Everything in one. Everyting is one. Everything IS.
My reality is filled with such different and new things. There are no words to describe what I truly am experiencing. Infinite
bonds. Infinite oneness. Infinite connections. Everything is one. One is everything. INFINITE CONNECTIONS- to the
point where there are no connections because everything is one. Can you understand? Can this collective consciousness
ever understand this as a whole oneness? YES YES YES, and that is where true enlightenment lies. Cross the river and
leave the boat behind. Open a door realizing there is another to be opened beyond it. Collapse on sphere to find another
inside it. Collapse another with the realization that there is an infinite number of spheres inside. Someday the energy that
you are made up of will come to find what I have found, and whatever truth there is to be found through that. Different
paths yes, but we are still both on paths. We are one. We are all one.
