Man I am so sorry to hear that.
Stay strong brother. In these hard times that's all you can do. Don't resort to smoking a whole lot of weed or drinking a lot because that will only give you temporary relief and you will need it in other tough times you encounter. Taking this situation head-on will be a much more healthy decision, mentally, and physically. If you can take this on without smoking/drinking/doing other mind altering shit, then you can take on anything life shoots at you.
Stay strong.