i thought about this in like 2nd grade in my pitch black room almost every night for week and started freaking out and sobbing hysterically. eventually i put up a mental block, but 2 years ago mushrooms took that block down. i think about that shit alot, it scares the shti out of me, but ti's a good motivator to live int eh present and really try to live your dreams....meanign go skiing as mcuhas i can.
you struck a chord son.