this reminds me of an epiphany i had recently, which is once I hit 85 or so and can't walk anymore and really just feel like dying, im gonna go to the park on a nice day, prefereably when someone's filming, and im gonna boost the 2nd kicker as big as I can and set a double back, and I have a bomb in my backpack, and right after the first backy when the kiddos are like shit this old man is legit, boom, I explode. fucking remember me forever.