ok, i was kinda waiting a few days to write about this, but i am STOKED. ok, so if you read my emo posts in the "not-stoked thread", you're aware that i was dumped by my off-and-on gf of 4 years, a girl i was, literally, months away from proposing to. i also left college at the end of last semester, so i'm living alone in Petoskey, MI- 3 1/2 hrs from the NMU campus i once called home and the only people i really consider friends (besides you homos). so, i was dumped, emotionally a mess, and didn't really have any good friends around to help me take my mind off the shittiness.
i've also been around the block enough to know that my initial, almost reflexive reaction was going to be to try to rebound. you know, get hammered, talk myself into thinking the fat girl at the bar has a cute face and big tits, and take her home to fuck her... then i'll wake up the next morning and want to slit my wrists. well, with that in mind, i've been approaching this girl with extreme caution. well, that and the fact that she's 18 (i turn 22 on tuesday), has a boyfriend (details), and the fact that she's a virgin. yes, she's an 18-year-old blonde punk virgin and i'm REALLY into her. well, we're really into each other. i'll spare you guys the mushy details, but we click super well, have very complimentary personalities, and, while i'm a freak in bed, this girl fuckin blows my mind AND she's still a virgin (iow, i can't wait to see what she's like when we fuck).
now, yeah, i'm moving to Vegas in about a month. she's aware of this and definitely doesn't like the idea of it, but we aren't in or looking for a serious relationship with each other (remember, she still has a "boyfriend"... whatever, they've been dating for two weeks and she seems really unhappy with him- shit don't count in my book), so it's not really a big deal. the age difference doesn't bother me too much. initially i was like "damn, she's younger than my little brother", but i honestly have to give it to her- she's actually quite mature. she's also hella crazy, which is right up my alley, but what's REALLY rad is that as nuts as she is when we're hanging out with other people, i can tell she totally lets down her gaurd and relaxes when we're alone. to quote Paris, THAT'S HOT.
so, before anyone starts warning me not to fuck a virgin (she wouldn't be the first), telling me not to get into any kind of relationship with someone right before i move, or that she's a little young, I'M REALLY STOKED ON THIS GIRL. so feel free to warn away about the perils of dealing with young virgins, but i'm on cloud 9, biatch.
