So im sitting here studying for exams

timmi

timmi

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and while im doing so im thinking to myself. shit. i have slacked off for the past 2 and a half years, and this is when everything is coming down to the wire. if i dont do good in classes now, my life is fucked. i cant see it happening.

for some reason i cannot see myself getting anything more then a mediocre job and it scares me. and also i cant see myself growing up. fuck.

i dont know why but ive been thinking about it alot and its scaring me.
 
i am logged in but i am not actually checking stuff. i just wanted to see if other people felt this way or if it was normal.
 
yeah go study i had the same problem with mid terms last week. i had no motivation untill i just sat and really tried to concentrate
 
I just had this realization a few days ago. I feel like I've fucked myself over for college, and to be quite honest I'm ashamed of myself.
 
haha yeah for real. it really is a timeconsuming hobby. im not going to go as far as waste cause its newschoolers. but still man. think about the future.
 
i'm so glad I already got into college. I got into rpi so i'm practicly guarented a high paying job
 
Just had the same feeling in class today. The only thing I can think of, is study every free hour you get for finals, and ace those suckers.
 
I'm getting into a trade so im not so worried about my marks even though I do like to have them above 75%
 
yeah. no kidding. i just stopped caring and about a month or 2 ago i stopped trying to get up to make it on time for homeroom, i was there when i was up on time. 2 failed tests later and clueless units the exam is tommorow and i got a 47 and i have yet to fail a credit, but i don't know what im gonna do. i don't need the course for college but if i need to drop a spare im gonna be pissed..
 
alright so i did a bunch of studying i may be ok on this. but still, i mean comon, everyone wants to get into college, even though, people have all heard of people starting major companies right out of highschool. thats what i want to do. if i dont get into college im going to start right away trying to build up my buisness. (ski/board store) shit...
 
Timmi you've always struck me as a good kid and good people rise to the top...for the most part. Take this as a life lesson; it may just be wakeup call you need. Earn some grades and you'll earn the right to have a good job. Its never too late man.
 
yeah man, just force yourself to study. but go to bed early if possible. sleep is the most important thing you can do for exams, studies have shown this.
 
wow dude. thanks. i think i did ok on my first exam. i couldnt sleep at all last night because im sick as hell, but i think i got at least a 60.
 
I stayed home today to study for an exam on friday. Science- which I'm not exactly acing this year, but not failing. And I've been on the comp for the past 2 hours.. doing nothing. I want to study but can't..
 
Ughhhhhhh im so sick of doing work. I go to a good college.. but this week has been killer. 5 page essay 9 citations i wrote for wednesday, had an in class composition in spanihs on wednesday, had a 10 page short answer bio test today that was 2 hours long, and i have a spanish test tommoorw. AND i have to wake up 4 days a week at 715 to go to a part of my spanish class. Every week day I have a 2-3.5 hour track practice and lifting. I cannot wait for the fuckin weekend. I'm going to boston on friday for a meet and getting back on saturday. I might just sleep all of sunday

But htat was my rant, and it dones't have much to do with your rant. Keep working hard. You aren't fucked, if you go to even a half decent school, you can bust your ass, get good grades and transfer to another school. My friend is doing that at Penn State right now. He has like a 3.8 gpa there (higher than he did in high school) and is going to transfer next year probably. Don't worry too much, everything will work out
 
But then you'll love the stress free weeks that come after all this shit. I mean I'm already looking forward to my last exam next week Thursday. Just because it'll be a breeze for some time from then on.
 
think of something that you wanna do in the future and work towards it. all it takes is motivation and determination. yeah im studying for exams too...except im not really doing that a good job of it since im clearly online but hey, its only anthropology.
 
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