I don't really care that trump won. A lot of extreme butthurt on the facebook, the same as when obama one etc.
It always happened. Pretty bummed that when discussing pence my dad went on a rant about me disliking him because "he's a godly man".
Honestly Jesus was probably a rad dude. That sad your lovely fucked up views are pretty sweet.
Fuck gay people. Ugh.
Just when I almost start giving a fuck about my parents again. A couple days there and already like fuck this noise.
Idk. Should be leaving the country in a few weeks if my work visa comes through. I'm not sure if i'll be back int he states next summer or work somewhere else, but I think it might finally be the time to talk some things out with my parents and probably cut ties for a while.
I wouldn't say that this is a conversation I want to have with my parents but it's a conversation I need to have with it. My religious as fuck, bigoted parents hate gay people.(among plenty of other things)
Unfortunately, in my long list of disappointments, one that really tops the list is my being gay. Apparently one day I woke up and said "I hate god, I hate my parents and I just want to piss everyone off. I'm going to be gay now"
I think that's about how they see it. I was quite religious at the time. I prayed, I begged, I fucking wished for anything to make me like girls. I wished I could take out a loan and pay $10,000 or some amount of money to change things. To be normal, to be loved. Unfortunately their god was too busy helping people win academy awards, or pass the test they forgot to study for to really give a fuck.
I mean that's what you're supposed to do right? Pray about things? Finally after years, a lot of depression and self hatred I started to become ok with myself. "God" at least in the form I was taught about, did not care.
I have no problem with people's religions. I support freedom. Unfortunately many religious people rallying in the name of "freedom" do not. Freedom to take away others rights is not freedom, that is oppression. In some cases the religious are victims, on this topic they are not.
It's the same logic about civil rights for blacks. A black person having rights, won't ruin somebodies life, but it's a big fuck you to their ignorant, racist little bubble world. Two gay people having rights won't ruin somebodies life, but it might fuck up a persons view of the white god fearing nation america should be.
I'm really just fucking tired of this still being a discussion in 2016. When somebody like Gus comes out, everyone says "Fuck this shit. Can't we stop talking about gay people and making a big deal out of it?". I'd love that. A lot of gay people would love that. Unfortunately it still is an issue. If we could move away from the bullshit and accept people, then we could stop talking about it.
As long as we hold bigoted views of people and the country, that isn't going to happen.
Being gay is not a fucking choice. You can't get "cured". It's not a fucking disease. Go fuck yourselves.
Also shout out to my parents. Protesting abortion to make sure kids can grow up to be oppressed in the future. Don't kill the kid before it's born, at least wait so we can see if it's white, straight, and god fearing. If not we can always just fuck with them until they kill themselves. That's a much more satisfying approach.
Thanks mom
Thanks dad
go fuck yourselves,
your son