I was hoping it was just some weird facebook bullshit, idk how that makes any sense, but found out a friend died.
Idk, it's just bullshit you know?
I know its a part of life, nothing is permanent. I understand, it just sucks still though. n reflection everyone remembers the positives of the person, the good times they had etc. That's the way to do it. But with some people, you really couldn't find a bad time, or bad characteristics.
Genuinely good people. The kind of people that after talking with for a bit you just feel better, no matter how shitty your day was etc.
Im pissed a bit because we had been trying to link up and go skiing or hiking. In the fall we were going to go to gore at one point but I was out of the country and then when I got back, I was a slave to work, and he had school.
Idk. You can't stay in close contact with everyone, there are too many people, and they go in and out of your life, but sometimes you just wish you could have gotten together with people. When it was a person you really wanted to link up with. It wasn't one of those situations where you blow off any opportunity to hang out because you're "too busy" and feel as if time is infinite.
Idk. I think about this a lot. There are so many good fucking people out there. People that make life more fun, people that keep you sane. It just sucks when you feel like you can't keep up with everyone. It's a part of life but it's a shitty part for me.
Anyway it looks like the news is for real. As much as I wish, I don't think that many people would joke about something like this.
Idk, life fucking blows sometimes. Idk what happened, but he was one of the most genuine, all around best people I know. I was excited about getting the chance to link up and reconnect, see what's up, and just hang out. Sometimes you never get the chance.
Didn't hang out much the last few years but every time we did, even just randomly running into each other around plattsburgh or at one of the mountains, whether a long conversation over some beers or just a quick one in passing, idk, Im gonna miss that shit.
Miss you dude. You're the fucking man. Best wishes to your family right now in what in undoubtedly a fucking awful situation.
R.I.P. to another one gone way too soon. Miss you man. Take it easy