know what the sad thing is ... there's so much BS on NS that Im not sure if this kid is serious or not.  Its fine if he is, everyone starts somewhere, but if hes not then Im not gonna put up this big explanation for some hoser trying to waste my time ...
(for the record, the bottom line is find a centered balance your comfy with while on solid ground, stick with this, and fuckin commit, don't pussy out... pussying out gets you hurt, commiting gets you grease action or usually at the worst an early off, then rinse and repeat cycle, tumble dry on low heat and finally fold loosely)