Hard to admit, but to be totally honest im balling my eyes out. I havent cried since my uncle died but my absolute best friend ships out tomorrow to boot camp for the marines. I know hes not in any danger in cali, but the idea that my best friend who I have had some unbelievable experiences with is going to be leaving civilian life and becoming a marine is just... i dont know. I cant tell if im worried for him, sad hes leaving, or stoked for him but I just cant stop. My fuckin brother that I never had. Im just gonna stop typing cause words arent translating what is going through my brain. It just helped getting that out a little. I love you Craig, I know you dont need it, but good luck man, make me proud.