I hate my job. And I am coming to the realization that I will undoubtedly always hate my job as long as I am not seeing adventure or some kind of outside/exciting profession. I cant stand sitting at a desk for 8 hours a day. Realizing that you will NEVER have another spring break, summer break, or winter break again is a depressing feeling. Right now I am trying to plan a camping trip in Utah. Hopefully this gets me out of this sob story and I can be happy doing something.
The worst part is that even though I hate my job, I have no idea what job I would actually enjoy. If I quit my job today I would be so fucking lost. I am tired of waking up being pissed off that it isn't the end of the week. I want to stop thinking 2 3 more days, 2 more days, etc. I want to start thinking TODAY.
The real world sucks. Hope it gets better someday.