CR,
Stay strong man, everyone is pulling for you. The entire freeskiing community has been brought together. If you could only see the number of threads here that have "CR" in the title. You mean so much to everyone. A lot of them (including myself) have never even had the pleasure of meeting you. We know you'll get through this and be back to your old smiling self in no time. You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers.