ok see with photography, it doesn't really matter how good you are, because there will always be handfuls of people as good and better than you. you have to get your work out there and expose yourself. and in the professional world, it's digital. if youre one of them "only use film" types then you have to be a legit legit artist to have anyone waste their time with you. like brian gaberman in skateboarding. he shoots only film, but that's only because he is the cat's meow, and not many people are, so you have to give in to shitty jobs and work to make it. like wedding photography. that's not fun, or artistic, but it's a photography job that pays.