Sadly, that idea exists only within your own mind, which, in technicality, is the basis for all other parts of your life, seeing as the brain interprets everything for you, so in essence you are not seeing what is real, merely an interpretation of it. This may be the cause of your sub-par ability to reason and act as an equal to other human beings, your brain may not be able to process things at such an advanced level, and even if you ever gain a bit of humanity and start to view people as your equal, than you will still have quite the low view of people.
As for cardigans, if you consider that "fresh" than I feel pity for your lack of exposure to "fresh" things...