thejackal1177
Active member
Hey NS, I
just thought it deserves an explanation as to why I was such a dickhead to a
lot of you a couple years ago. To those of you that don’t know what im talking
about…. Awesome. You can just disreguard this thread. To those of you who do I
really am sorry you had to read all the shit I posted. You may find it more
accepting when you hear what happened to me but in the end it was all mistakes
I made.
The first
mistake I made was choosing a college I knew wouldn’t academically suite me, I
knew I was going to Western State College of Colorado for the wrong reasons and
it being so far from home I should have realized I would make poor decisions.
I started out smoking a lot of pot (what
college kid doesn’t go through that phase right?) From there it progressed into
a few other drugs id rather not give specifics just because I think any drug
other than Mary J can be very mentally harming. It was mainly an experimental
thing, I didn’t actually intend to do these drugs more than once and for the
most part I didn’t.
I didn’t realize how these drugs
were effecting me at the time so my terrible attitude and egotiscal mentality
got the best of me. Unfortunatly it wasn’t me who paid at that point it was
friends, family, newschoolers etc…. I said stuff that in my sober state of mind
I wouldn’t even be able to think about.
I wish my story could stop there
and make that the end of it but it gets worse, much worse. Im not sure when or
how it happened but somebody gave me something I wasn’t prepared for when I was
smoking a bowl with them (they laced it without telling me). I cant be sure what it was because I wasn’t the one
putting it in the bowl I was just the unlucky fool that had to smoke it.
Whatever it was, it sent me bonkers
and at that moment I tried hitchhiking to summit county so I could stay with a
friend, the cops picked me up on the side of the road and brought me into
custody. The shit that happened in jail would take another page long thread
to explain, I did some fucked up things and so did the cops. I am not going
into details about that and only my close friends will truly ever know.
However to give you an idea three cops went to the hospital
and I came out of there with a broken, jaw, nose, ribs and a nice concussion to
put a damper on my memory.
After that
ordeal my dad came and saved me, bought a great lawyer and we fought all the
charges against me. Im not sure how the lawyer went about fighting it but it
could have had something to do with the damages that were done to me (3 cops
cant restrain a 150lb kid without brutalizing him?). Anyways I got off on house
arrest where I was still not very mentally stable after the whole event. There wasn’t
much to do but harrass newschoolers and think up plots to get out on the ski
hill.
After the
house arrest I slowly got better and now (almost 3 years later) I would finally
say I am back to normal. Im extremely sorry for those I harassed and
antagonized while I was going through this tramatic event. I would also
appreciate if you kept this information inside this community. The ski
community is what I trust most, don’t let me down.
just thought it deserves an explanation as to why I was such a dickhead to a
lot of you a couple years ago. To those of you that don’t know what im talking
about…. Awesome. You can just disreguard this thread. To those of you who do I
really am sorry you had to read all the shit I posted. You may find it more
accepting when you hear what happened to me but in the end it was all mistakes
I made.
The first
mistake I made was choosing a college I knew wouldn’t academically suite me, I
knew I was going to Western State College of Colorado for the wrong reasons and
it being so far from home I should have realized I would make poor decisions.
I started out smoking a lot of pot (what
college kid doesn’t go through that phase right?) From there it progressed into
a few other drugs id rather not give specifics just because I think any drug
other than Mary J can be very mentally harming. It was mainly an experimental
thing, I didn’t actually intend to do these drugs more than once and for the
most part I didn’t.
I didn’t realize how these drugs
were effecting me at the time so my terrible attitude and egotiscal mentality
got the best of me. Unfortunatly it wasn’t me who paid at that point it was
friends, family, newschoolers etc…. I said stuff that in my sober state of mind
I wouldn’t even be able to think about.
I wish my story could stop there
and make that the end of it but it gets worse, much worse. Im not sure when or
how it happened but somebody gave me something I wasn’t prepared for when I was
smoking a bowl with them (they laced it without telling me). I cant be sure what it was because I wasn’t the one
putting it in the bowl I was just the unlucky fool that had to smoke it.
Whatever it was, it sent me bonkers
and at that moment I tried hitchhiking to summit county so I could stay with a
friend, the cops picked me up on the side of the road and brought me into
custody. The shit that happened in jail would take another page long thread
to explain, I did some fucked up things and so did the cops. I am not going
into details about that and only my close friends will truly ever know.
However to give you an idea three cops went to the hospital
and I came out of there with a broken, jaw, nose, ribs and a nice concussion to
put a damper on my memory.
After that
ordeal my dad came and saved me, bought a great lawyer and we fought all the
charges against me. Im not sure how the lawyer went about fighting it but it
could have had something to do with the damages that were done to me (3 cops
cant restrain a 150lb kid without brutalizing him?). Anyways I got off on house
arrest where I was still not very mentally stable after the whole event. There wasn’t
much to do but harrass newschoolers and think up plots to get out on the ski
hill.
After the
house arrest I slowly got better and now (almost 3 years later) I would finally
say I am back to normal. Im extremely sorry for those I harassed and
antagonized while I was going through this tramatic event. I would also
appreciate if you kept this information inside this community. The ski
community is what I trust most, don’t let me down.
