mellow philosophizing

Sharpy

Sharpy

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I am sitting here listenign to yellow- by coldplay and destiny- by zero 7 and am contiplating life and chillin. Mostly thinking about relationships, whether they be romantic or friendly. I think everyone needs to just sit sometime and think. Now my thoughts have moved onto the regrets of my life. Mostly things I have done to other people to hurt them. I was thinking, usually I regret the decisions that affect me, like making a fool out of myself, sayign something that makes other people look down on me, but right now, I'd have to say that I am thinking of some of the cruel things that have happened to me while I don't hesitate to do the same to others. Everyone should always be seking self betterment. No one is perfect, but we should all try to make our stay as worthwhile as possible. This may not make sense, since I am typign as I think, but oh well. Just, I think there is too much hate and critizing that goes on in our society right now. Everyone is always judging. People shouldn't have to not speak because they are afraid that someone will somehow find a way to make fun of them. Peopel should be able to wear what they want without being snickered at. Peopel should be able to be different looking and not get made fun of. done.

Like a virgin on prom night

A few soft moans

You can go on the bottom bunk and finish it yourself

When you guys are on those rails, it's like muah

You A-hole
 
thats so true. like i hate when people have preconcieved notions about me based on what they've heard about me or how i dress or whatever. people are so unaccepting

~-~NWFT~-~

*Kirsten*

start smoking crack. It'll probably be better for you, and you won't need alcohol anymore - Melvs
 
I was stoned in class today, and just watching how other people react to eachother, and shit like that, but i cant remeber it, fucking sucks, i had mad theories gone like 1000 mph through my head about societies and human nature and shit,

 
Yeah sitting back and just thinking about whatever comes to me helps relieve a lot of the stress in my life. It helps me to not take shit so seriously and to understand my true motives with a lot of shit. Music helps greatly, but once I get into it I forget I'm listening to music

 
^^haha i love that

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oh yeah? well me and my friends have been bathing off the southern coast of st. bards, chilling with spider monkeys. tripping on acid gave us a whole new perspective on shit.
 
damn I do the same thing when I'm listening to coldplay. that's why I cant listen to it while driving, because I get in a zone that doesnt go away for stopsigns.

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no,my parents didnt go to college, my dad has a grade 9 education and my mom is a stupid slut -lateralis

'I don't like people who take drugs... Customs men for example.'

 
my clothes may be ugly but your face is ugly

haha, i win again. i love this game!

~-~NWFT~-~

*Kirsten*

start smoking crack. It'll probably be better for you, and you won't need alcohol anymore - Melvs
 
Becky, you just got served.

And I've contrived some sort of a plan to help my fellow man..

Let's get emotional girls to all wear mood rings..so we'll be tipped off to when they're ticked off..cause we'll know just what they're thinking..cause what they're thinking...

-Relient K

 
That wasn't deep... but it's still nice to know there's people thinking.

Nowadays, most of the people don't use their brains, they're just machines responding to 'needs', and if u punch them, they cry, but if u take their money away, they die. Nevermind that...

It's curious, but I was thinking too, and sometimes it's like if I didn't want to think anymore, cause it makes me realise (or should I say remember)how bad, how cruel, how stupid we are. But it's ok, I still can smoke from this nice pipe I got yesterday and forget who I am, what I am, and why I am not skiing right now.

So, you were thinking, and you said that we should always be seeking self-improving. Ok, maybe this is something we should do more often, but how do you know that you're actually improving yourself and doing the best and most of you? How do you know that by acting the way you act, you're just turning your life more miserable? Because it's not about being happy either...when you're happy, you really don't think as much as you do when you're concentrated and with ur eyes fixed to the wall. And when you're happy, you probably don't realise your own mistakes, you probably think you're doing the right thing. And that also goes with the ones who say that If god says it's ok, I'll be a better man. Just by going every sunday to church and having a blind faith you won't really improve yourself either. Thinking is ok, but if it gets you to something. I mean, I don't want to get into thinking if the conclusion is going to be ' I should be a better man', because, well, I need to act! I( and everyone else) should move my ass off this chair and do something smart, be productive, serve to the cause. But wait a minute, all I want to do is live my life, I don't give a shit how productive will I be, or how good of a man I'll be. My friends like me the way I am, my family doesn't. But why would I change? To make some happy and the others sad? All I want to do is get out there, to the mountains, ski, alone or together with my mind, I don't care, if it's necessary i'll leave my brains in bed next time I wake up from a party. Or maybe, instead of thinking, I should go grab a whiskey bottle, go dance for a while, hook up with a whore, maybe take some extasis, get home in 'good shape' at 1 in the afternoon after being away for 15 hours.

Also, what is it with all of this 'we should be more appreciative of what we have?' (it goes for everyone, it's not an individual attack) I am appreciative already, don't need people to constantly repeat the same bullshit over and over again. I, maybe, am one of the luckiest persons on earth, but still, might commit suicide in 20 years! What the fuck, we're all so different, and it's nice to be diferent, it would be so boring to be like you, or like him, or like her.

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I like to let myself getting carried away,
if that's a problem, I'll try another way
to get in this awfully full parkingway
I can't see the end of the street
Give me a joint, and I might be
here or there, right or left wing
I don't care, just give it to me.
L.A. Alexander 1689-1744
 
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