These are my beliefs. I've never tried to explain them to anyone, save for one girl who was a hardcore Christian and didn't understand them at all.
There really is no other way to say this other than to say that I don't give a fuck about anything, except the lives of others. I don't give two shits about what happens to me, because of my beliefs. I believe that you are born, and you die. Everything in the in-between just fills space. It's hard to explain but nothing seems real to me. Consciousness is just one big illusion. I don't know that you exist, because I'm not you. You could be in a whole different universe and not really existing in mine. As fucked as that seems it's how I think, so don't hate. Expanding on this, I believe that life in general is pointless. Your life only affects the equally pointless lives of others. Once you're dead, nothing that happened matters at all, because it is lost. I make the decisions I make because I'm 100000000% sure that whatever decision I make is the right one. No regrets whatsoever. Now back to the first point that I made, that I only care about the lives of others. I'm able to do this because of whatever situation I'm in, I know I'll always be happy and have no worries, (because in my eyes nothing matters so there is nothing to be sad about), so there is nothing for me to care about except the well-being of others. As a result, I hate nobody, and respect the views of everyone else. (Views and actions are NOT the same). I do what I do so I can be happy, and everyone else has the exact same right. I am no better nor worse than you, so think what you want, even if I disagree. Your religion could be centered around killing me, but I would support you completely, because as long as it keeps you getting up in the morning it is correct. As I said before, I believe that nothing happens after you die, but if there is a god and I get to the gates of heaven, or zion, or where ever to be judged, and the god can't understand the way I lived my life, then I will beg him to send me to hell because I would not want to be i paradise with him anyways.
I'm sorry if that was poorly written and hard to understand. If you want me to explain it better than ask.