Rebecca, let me read you a few of the horrible things people have said to you, in case they aren't tearing you apart enough inside. 'Kill yourself, you should suck nuts and die', 'Stick a knife in your throat and tear out your vocal cords,' and last but not least, 'pick your goddamn seat and sit down so i can get in a car crash and kill you.' How does that make you feel? Do you want to kill yourself?