Im fucking depressed man

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tutipups

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like im failing my year, im pretty sure i wont go skiing again this year and im dreading life like shit aint worth it anymore, anyways my rant is done
 
I just failed to get up the nerve to kiss a girl when she came over, and now I'm so mad at myself.

Hopefully the anger will help me throw down skiing tomorrow though.
 
14415346:tutipups said:
kinda hard when everything you cared for has dissapeared
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It's just the ebb and flow of life.

The world we live in forces unfair expectations upon us so it can make us insecure, burn us out, and milk us for money.

The pressure and anxiety you feel is a problem of society, not a problem of self.

You're perfectly perfect just the way you are, so be gentle on yo self ?
 
14415354:larilinesign said:
It's just the ebb and flow of life.

The world we live in forces unfair expectations upon us so it can make us insecure, burn us out, and milk us for money.

The pressure and anxiety you feel is a problem of society, not a problem of self.

You're perfectly perfect just the way you are, so be gentle on yo self ?
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trust me i dont care about peoples expectations from me, i just cant find fun in life anymore apart from skiing and ive tried so much stuff
 
14415357:tutipups said:
i just cant find fun in life anymore apart from skiing and ive tried so much stuff
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I've experienced this feeling many times in life. Trust me, you will find other things that make you happy besides skiing
 
or just realize that 1.96 million kids failed a class this year, that 23 million lost someone last year, and that I'll not go skiing again this year..... so HOW are you any different?

You can wallow...or lace up those shoes and get back to living.

(society My ass)

14415354:larilinesign said:
It's just the ebb and flow of life.

The world we live in forces unfair expectations upon us so it can make us insecure, burn us out, and milk us for money.

The pressure and anxiety you feel is a problem of society, not a problem of self.

You're perfectly perfect just the way you are, so be gentle on yo self ?
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Try to read out loud some positive affirmations. It might feel funny at first, but it's found to be stress relieving, so at least it might make you feel better for a moment.

"Every day in every way, I improve"

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Just try and enjoy yhe small things in life, like good food or a nice view. I've been there man and it sucks, but you will get out of the funk. Just keep on swimming friend.
 
Sometimes you literally just have to embrace the fact that you feel shitty as fuck. Stop fighting it and let the shit run it’s course.

helps if you have a outlet. Pm me if u ever feel like venting

all the best dood we got u
 
am not depressed. I do many sports as well as art and have friends and bitches. I have been facing the dilemma for years now of the "point"

There's so much evil and overall, everything is going to shit as far as governmental influence go.

I just don't see the point anymore. There's almost something heroic about ending jt early. I might just take a fuck ton of fentynal and call it a day. That's one of the only unironic things I have said on this site
 
... almost heroic...?

been watching too many sumpin dude...

...you have friends and friends who are girls......

... yet wondering what's the point?...

... think you'll be more* heroic* after the fact than now?

noooop, heroic is facing up and showing up, heroic is the mundane and the mind numbing, heroic is punching a clock instead of a wall

14415593:IHatePedophiles said:
am not depressed. I do many sports as well as art and have friends and bitches. I have been facing the dilemma for years now of the "point"

There's so much evil and overall, everything is going to shit as far as governmental influence go.

I just don't see the point anymore. There's almost something heroic about ending jt early. I might just take a fuck ton of fentynal and call it a day. That's one of the only unironic things I have said on this site
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like im failing my year, im pretty sure i wont go skiing again this year and im dreading life like shit aint worth it anymore, anyways my rant is done
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you got this bro

next season will be here before yk it

in the meantime try to find something else you enjoy whether its mtb skating or even shit like reading

also start gettin ready for next season, save money, work out

we all here for you
 
How about quit feeling sorry for your own mistakes. Skiing isn't everything. Try harder in school. No excuses
 
14415694:Jems said:
this comment got no swag
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I mean he’s not wrong. Sometimes the truth hurts. I’m a pretty miserable fuck and I’d definitely say there are things that I need to change to be healthier mentally. But hey drinking liquor and smoking pot is fun
 
We all get this way some time or another mate. Just remember life has its peaks and troughs and it won’t last forever. These things always have their ways of working themselves out you just gotta stay strong and hang in there.

Good luck I believe in you bro.

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like im failing my year, im pretty sure i wont go skiing again this year and im dreading life like shit aint worth it anymore, anyways my rant is done
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Honestly kinda same, I blow at park and can’t seem to progress, my 1000 foot mountain doesn’t have anything steep, but going to the gym makes a massive difference
 
Just gunna be real for one hot second.

I started a "stay alive" list last night. Wrote down everything I like and want to keep doing/experience/seeing/being around for.

Today because it was on my mind, thought of three more things I like and they were all silly.

But even if something is silly and maybe seemingly inconsequential, if it gives you life and a goodtime without harming future good times, it's important enough.

For the record the three things I added to my list was: pulling saves out of my ass while skiing, lyric videos, and SpongeBob.

If anyone wants to be real in the dms, I'm here along with others
 
14415303:Deez_Mcskis said:
I just failed to get up the nerve to kiss a girl when she came over, and now I'm so mad at myself.

Hopefully the anger will help me throw down skiing tomorrow though.
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Update: Landed my first cork sev today, complete mood change. Soo fuckin fired up.
 
I used to be passionate about a lot of things. Music, filming, photography, skiing, partying, sports, cars, etc.

Now every week kind of blurs together as it's just surviving this week of work to pay the bills next week. I don't find the same love or excitement from those things that I used to, because now they are just things I do to distract myself from work/keep myself sane.

Occasionally I'll feel that same excitement or love, but nowadays it's more just apathy.

I never really feel sad but I never really feel happy or excited either.

I just feel kinda empty. Not sure if that is part of becoming an adult, or part of selling out for a career, but I feel like I'm just floating through life with my only purpose being to make a little more money so the next week is less stressful than the previous week.
 
14415771:Lonely said:
I used to be passionate about a lot of things. Music, filming, photography, skiing, partying, sports, cars, etc.

Now every week kind of blurs together as it's just surviving this week of work to pay the bills next week. I don't find the same love or excitement from those things that I used to, because now they are just things I do to distract myself from work/keep myself sane.

Occasionally I'll feel that same excitement or love, but nowadays it's more just apathy.

I never really feel sad but I never really feel happy or excited either.

I just feel kinda empty. Not sure if that is part of becoming an adult, or part of selling out for a career, but I feel like I'm just floating through life with my only purpose being to make a little more money so the next week is less stressful than the previous week.
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And I feel guilty about feeling bad about it because I live a pretty decent life. I can pay my bills and I work a stressful job...but I work from home.

But damn if I didn't feel happier before
 
14415357:tutipups said:
trust me i dont care about peoples expectations from me, i just cant find fun in life anymore apart from skiing and ive tried so much stuff
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No offense meant by this but how old are you? I feel like, “I’ve tried so much stuff,” is relative. I’m only 23 but at 18, I thought I had seen it all, done it all, and had had enough. I met a girl, we’ve been dating for almost 4 years now. I thought I had had enough of that at one point too. We’re now stronger than we ever have been, and I’ve learned that it’s all about perspective. Appreciate the little things. I had a friend talking about gas prices the other day, and my thoughts were, “I’m really fucking lucky that I have to pay a little more for gas, instead of fleeing my own country for fear of literal death.” I appreciate that I’ve been given the gift of life. We’re all here for such a short amount of time, I don’t want to make it any shorter. Some days will drag on and sometimes things suck ass, believe me I’ve been there and I still have my days. But we’re all here on this floating rock for 80-90 years, make it count. It’s an uphill battle dude and I get it, I promise I’m not just saying that. You gotta take stuff in stride and know that not everything is a lesson, you’re gonna fail sometimes and shit happens and it’s not under your control. Do the best you can for yourself and the people around you. Small steps make a big difference. My season is also pretty much over. It sucks for sure but now I can look forward to things like fishing, skateboarding, even driving with the windows down. Like I said, it’s the little things and those little things make a huge difference.
 
This 66 year old agrees with this 23 year old.

At one point, you will love it all...the good (of course) the bad ( and you will defend against this) and the ugly (and you will repair this)

But until**THEN**?

Just keep plugging away baby... just keep on keeping on....

14415820:animator said:
No offense meant by this but how old are you? I feel like, “I’ve tried so much stuff,” is relative. I’m only 23 but at 18, I thought I had seen it all, done it all, and had had enough. I met a girl, we’ve been dating for almost 4 years now. I thought I had had enough of that at one point too. We’re now stronger than we ever have been, and I’ve learned that it’s all about perspective. Appreciate the little things. I had a friend talking about gas prices the other day, and my thoughts were, “I’m really fucking lucky that I have to pay a little more for gas, instead of fleeing my own country for fear of literal death.” I appreciate that I’ve been given the gift of life. We’re all here for such a short amount of time, I don’t want to make it any shorter. Some days will drag on and sometimes things suck ass, believe me I’ve been there and I still have my days. But we’re all here on this floating rock for 80-90 years, make it count. It’s an uphill battle dude and I get it, I promise I’m not just saying that. You gotta take stuff in stride and know that not everything is a lesson, you’re gonna fail sometimes and shit happens and it’s not under your control. Do the best you can for yourself and the people around you. Small steps make a big difference. My season is also pretty much over. It sucks for sure but now I can look forward to things like fishing, skateboarding, even driving with the windows down. Like I said, it’s the little things and those little things make a huge difference.
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Hey dude, sorry you’re going thru it. Shit really sucks and getting motivated to like things again/be productive is so gd hard.

you’ve got this though, makes a list of shit you like, things you want to do, and take baby steps to make your life better. I’m super lame but I have an app that has me check in and just jot down how I’m feeling and it helps me so much. Best to ya.
 
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like im failing my year, im pretty sure i wont go skiing again this year and im dreading life like shit aint worth it anymore, anyways my rant is done
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im sorry to hear that you've been feeling so bad. you should think about going to a couple therapy sessions. Theres no shame in therapy, and I think everyone should try it. They are good with helping you work out your thoughts nd feel better.
 
14416083:tutipups said:
whats that?
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Its antidepressants but they also work for anxiety and shit like that. Sometimes its possible to get a dna test trough your insurance to see which one suits you best in terms of effects/side effects. However its not like drugs where they just make you happy, ssris will only make you happy if you are actually depressed.
 
14415303:Deez_Mcskis said:
I just failed to get up the nerve to kiss a girl when she came over, and now I'm so mad at myself.
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next chance you get bro just throw yourself at that shit. worst thing that could happen is you misunderstood where she was and you're still in the same spot. nowhere to go but up my guy
 
14416764:SlitherySnake said:
next chance you get bro just throw yourself at that shit. worst thing that could happen is you misunderstood where she was and you're still in the same spot. nowhere to go but up my guy
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True, I just don't wanna mess things up with her cause she's pretty frickin amazing.
 
try picking up a hobby in the summer now that ski season is over dude! maybe fishing, gets your mind away from things and its such a good feeling catching a lunker and letting her go back and watching it swim away, ski season will be back before you know it!

+vibes lil homie
 
14417342:.frenchy said:
try picking up a hobby in the summer now that ski season is over dude! maybe fishing, gets your mind away from things and its such a good feeling catching a lunker and letting her go back and watching it swim away, ski season will be back before you know it!

+vibes lil homie
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mtb anyways hopefully i dont break my fork by putting the wrong oil when i service the damper
 
14417345:tutipups said:
mtb anyways hopefully i dont break my fork by putting the wrong oil when i service the damper
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Just have a few YouTube videos pulled up and double triple check before you pull your oil. Once you’ve done it it gets a lot easier to service next time.
 
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like im failing my year, im pretty sure i wont go skiing again this year and im dreading life like shit aint worth it anymore, anyways my rant is done
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Man I feel this. In my last semester in Civil & Env Engineering got 17 credits, working 3 days a week to pay fucking rent and student loans, not doing too well in one of my classes, and im not abt to spend more money having to retake it. Man school stress rlly sucks. Im also in the same boat abt not wanting to do shit. I've prob skied like 15 times this season and just dont have any urge to get out there. All my homies got a bird pass this year and skiing with my gfs friends sucks balls. Idk I guess what's been helping me was reaching out to my dad who rlly puts the stress on me to do well in school and get the fucking deans list every semester. I ain't no bitch, but man I broke down on the phone with my dad and just expressed how stressed I was and how I couldn't do this anymore. I never visit home cuz flights are too expensive and he came out for the day and it was the first time I saw him in like 2 yrs. I never usually call my dad abt anything and him visiting really helped me.

Alright my rant is done. Reach out to ur parents man, it helped me so I hope it will help you too as a start.

Shoot me a PM is u wanna talk dude
 
14417501:lickmyballs said:
Man I feel this. In my last semester in Civil & Env Engineering got 17 credits, working 3 days a week to pay fucking rent and student loans, not doing too well in one of my classes, and im not abt to spend more money having to retake it. Man school stress rlly sucks. Im also in the same boat abt not wanting to do shit. I've prob skied like 15 times this season and just dont have any urge to get out there. All my homies got a bird pass this year and skiing with my gfs friends sucks balls. Idk I guess what's been helping me was reaching out to my dad who rlly puts the stress on me to do well in school and get the fucking deans list every semester. I ain't no bitch, but man I broke down on the phone with my dad and just expressed how stressed I was and how I couldn't do this anymore. I never visit home cuz flights are too expensive and he came out for the day and it was the first time I saw him in like 2 yrs. I never usually call my dad abt anything and him visiting really helped me.

Alright my rant is done. Reach out to ur parents man, it helped me so I hope it will help you too as a start.

Shoot me a PM is u wanna talk dude
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Darn :/ maybe man up a bit..
 
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