If I had the balls to kill myself, I would have already

Also it's kind of a tug of war. People who really really want to kill themselves usually find the balls. But it's not good to call it balls because balls is a good thing.
 
Like the kid above said, if you haven't experienced college and your mid 20s yet then you don't know how good your life is about to get. I'm 24 man and life just keeps getting better and better. Aside from the fact that my gf is now blowing guys for a living...
 
Thinking about/contemplating killing yourself and actually carrying through and killing yourself/attempting are so completely different from one another. One could argue that in order to kill yourself, you have to detach yourself from your own mind and body in order to 'trick' the body into destroying itself
 
When I feel sad i go get a chicken bacon ranch from subway and play Xbox. Then I feel better
 
I got punched in the face last week and lost my prom date.

I went skiing, learned new tricks, ate some food, now im feeling fucking awesome.

Just get your mind of things bro. Im going through some wack ass shit right now and skiing just chilled me outtttt.
 
Suicide? nah, I'm not a foolish guyDon't even feel like drinking, or even gettin highCause all that's gonna do really, is accelerateThe anxieties that I wish I could alleviate

But wait, I've been through a whole lot of other shit, beforeSo I oughta be able, to withstand some moreBut I'm sweatin though, my eyes are turnin red and yoI'm ready to lose my mind but instead I use my mindI put down the knife, and take the bullets out my nineMy only crime, was that I'm too damn kindAnd now some scandalous mother fuckers wanna take what's mineBut they can't take the respect, that I've earned in my lifetimeAnd you know they'll never stop the furious force of my rhymesSo like they say, every dog has it's dayAnd like they say, God works in a mysterious waySo I pray, remembering the days of my youthAs I prepare to meet my moment of truth
 
i've tried a few times..never was successful...but i haven't been sent away yet...

i'm just too scared to mess up and have a death in which i suffer from....so that's keeping me from doing it haha
 
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