Ok, well, I may come across as a total asshole, but is this thread really necessary? I understand if you tell some people that are close to you, but to expect "vibes"? That's fucking ridiculous. Why are you asking for "vibes", what are they going to do? Make yourself feel better? Like I quoted, so be consumed by self pity. Man up, grow from the experience, and don't ask for "vibes" from a bunch of random people that won't remember someone that was extremely important to you tomorrow.
I hope your doing alight and your family as well. Stay strong and persevere in shitty situations.