Nah, I feel you. I went though that a couple months ago, broke up with my girlfriend of almost a year and half. Not going to lie, it hurts like shit. But you'll get over it bro. good vibes
same with me dated a girl for a little over 2 years we were pretty much married...
a year later finally getting over the mountain... it'll take awhile but everyone has to have their heart broken, its part of growing up.. we still miss each other but don't talk... only the future will tell