this essay got me 2nd place in a writing competition...the theme was lines.
My heart is pumping. Synapses are firing at top speed, creating an assembly line of chemicals en route to the brain. I take in more gas; another rush of sensation causes heart palpitations. The intoxicating, chilled air around me flows into my lungs, and rushes out my nose in a brisk yet refreshing manner. The question rises: do I take the leap of faith or do I savor the moment? Calming myself, my blood pressure lowers to a somewhat manageable level, and I can think clearly once more. A gateway drug it must be, this mountain air. It’s so good, it should be illegal.
Fortunately, the snow is soft, the wind only whispers, and the temperature feels perfect against the small sections of exposed skin across my face. The group which I was supposed to follow has already headed off. I spot them waiting +at the bottom of this haven which some may call nowhere. This is somewhere to me; this very peak holds memories from childhood, when I first scaled it. Hakuna matata: There are never any worries on this mountain until the trailer picks you up to send you on your merry way back to the flame-heated creaking cabin.
Society beckons while clouds quickly consume my only source of light. My time window has been narrowed. Thus, I push forward. The tips and tails of my skis hover where trudging feet normally toil. Gravity has done its job well, now adrenaline and mental strength take over. I carefully measure out my pace: ten feet until the event horizon. Five feet. Three feet. One foot.
Takeoff. One who has not experienced the sensation of slowly turning head over heels in the air cannot understand this almost divine rush. Punching a hole in the air in front of me with my hands, I spring into a forward roll. Sky becomes snow, snow becomes sky, and all is one: enlightenment. Hours pass while the second hand stretches into a minute hand.
I hear loud cheers from below, jolting me back to reality. Stretching out my legs to absorb the impact, I focus all of my energy on falling with grace and preparing for the battle of nature vs. human. Gravity pulls me hard into the steep snowfield, straining my leg muscles and detonating pieces of the pristine landscape into my face. Goggles protect me from the harsh snow particles, but nothing matters at this point anyways. Turn after turn after smile after smile, I shimmy down the hill as if I were performing a not-quite two step dance to victory. Ladies and Gentlemen: The Eagle has landed.
There is no doubt in my mind that I am an addict, the cravings are too strong to stop. Nothing in life can compare to this feeling: the complete and pure joy, almost arrogant self-esteem, and the haze of the numerous soiled-pants scary moments that end up in exuberant high-fives and epic stories. The best part is that I can look back up after a disgustingly amazing run and see the evidence behind me: the lines in the snow that have been left, the lines in the thread of my life that I have woven in several times over. I can see my past in the snow, curing down the peak. It may disappear at times behind trees or at a spot where I have fallen, but it always ends where I am standing. I have no regrets.