i tell myself i'm a bitch, slap myself a few times, fist pump, high fives all around, eat a pretzel, piss in the woods, chill in the lodge for 5 minutes, adjust my boots, ride the lift back to the feature singing Final Countdown the whole time, spray a gaper, do some tipstands, polewhack for ~10 seconds, tell everybody what i'm about to do, drop in, puss out, say it didn't feel right, ride back up the lift this time yelling my anus is bleeding, ride to the feature with my head down the whole time, some more polewhacking, fistbumps, then i drop in and do it.