so recently i got in a ton of trouble..like almost jail time trouble..but i got off with 2 years probation..anyways its been about 2 months since ive been allowed to do much of anything (including winter break and spring break that just ended for me) and its really starting to get to me.im missing out on so many partys and stuff and it dosnt look like im gonna be able to go out any time soon.but then i got thinking about college.im in 11th grade by the way.anyway i was wondering am i feeling shitty about missing out on everything for no reason? i mean is college really that fun.do i have that much to look forward to?