im still even workin on smaller kickers, but like i was talkin to some guy today and we were talkin about how wen u wanna try somethin, its pretty intimidating. but once u finally get the balls to try it a first time, then uve gone over a huge milestone, and its just a matter or gettin it down from there. so try it once, be careful, and keep tryin again. ull feel better after trying. i know ur feeling