i'm 30. i've been skiing for 27 years, riding park since riding park was a thing that skiers were not allowed to do. everyone who mentioned fun gets it. i used to compete a lot, did really well at a local level, but just never really cared to be constantly breaking myself to get to the next level. that resonates even more now that i'm not competing. sure, learning new stuff is cool, but the risk vs reward is just not there most of the time. at this point, i'd rather use the whole mountain as my terrain park, find transition where it's not supposed to be, that sort of stuff, than just lap a manicured park. i don't get a ton of time each year in which i can ski good snow and challenging terrain, so i do what i do to keep the local stuff interesting and make me a better skier when the time comes that i'm pushed out of my comfort zone. now that i reread this, it really doesn't address much of what you said, but meh, whatever.