same here, if willy got some skis then give them to projectar5. both really sad stories, hold strong. my grandpa had cancer and passed away over a year ago and it's still hard to believe he's gone. it lasted a year, and he just got sicker and sicker. it was painful because he didn't go at once, it ached on and he was so weak by the end. my uncle passed away from it as well, when I was little but I still remember him. nothing going on with me right now makes me deserve the skis, one of the other two should get them.