Do you ever just feel like a haggard ass?

fluxx1

fluxx1

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like, you see people that are so good, always happy, always doing good things, trying hard at anything they do. and it's like why can't i be like that, whats wrong with me?

i love skiing but often it feels i should of fallen in love with something else, something that would really benefit me in the long run, instead of always having to explain esactly what i do.

i don't know, maybe its just that time of year....

faackkk.
 
i suck at everything i do. and i have become at peace with myself by realizing that. so now i just sit in my room, do alot of drugs, and watch intervention.

 
but when you sober up after a binge don't you feel like "what the hell am i doing" i just spent 72 hours completely intoxicated just wasteing my time in which i could of been doing something so productive?

i've been feeling like this alot lately, but it is so hard to change.
 
nope because i was entirely kidding. although i do sometimes just sit in my room smoke up and watch HD natgeo on tv for an entire day.

but im usually so busy with school or work, that when i have time off im doing something that i want to do like ride my bike or ski or work on my jeep, or fuck my girl. you just gatta find something that intrigues you and go with it. even music. what you listen to can be affecting this mood your in...

and honestly, i would start to lay off some bad habits like smoking cigs and shit. when i quit smoking cigs, i felt so much better about myself and everything that i did.
 
Pick up a hobby. While you are sitting on your ass on NS or watching TV, pick up a Crochet hook and make a hat. Learn how to do it and let the creativity flow. I guarantee when you first throw on a new hat that YOU just MADE with your own two hands, especially if it looks sick, it is a great feeling and you really aren't doing anything more productive than sitting on your ass. However, you get that emotional feeling of accomplishment which is a good break from the monotony.
 
pretty down 2day......... on my 3rd steel res. 40.... fellin like i should be doin something right now.........
 
your just in a funk, i think everyone feels that way sometimes. think about what makes you happy and do it
 
yeah.

two weeks ago i moved/changed cities. That also meant moving from a relatively small school (400) to a downtown inner city school (2300). suddenly i was the minority and had no idea where i was going to get to my classes because the school is made up of three buildings and 6 floors.
So right now i dont have very many friends at my new highschool because 90% of them are street goons with no future and i am sitting at home waiting to go skiing tommorow. every day for the past week i have to watch happy, sociable people my age commute around the subway to and from their nice happy high schools, all while im stuck at fucking Central Tech.
I think the only good part is being close to bathurst subway station.
so yeah, im sitting at home on a friday night with nothing better to do than play COD and maybe hit up a mall to find a new sweater or some good sushi.
 
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