Depression

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skipimp_

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What causes the most elusive of diseases...

the low in a mental state, caused by unknown sources.

True depression, not like when your dog is hit by a car...

people build up expecatations too much?

they are missing happiness they once had?

They are lost and don't know what they want?

Feel alone?

Drink too much?

talk too much?

intimidated by life?

afraid of living?

what are the causes of fear?

others expectations of you..

what does it for you?

For me, I think it's not always having someone available.....and i realize that most people enter a relationship to counter that feeling...but my lifestyle is ...well... hard for girls.

Times like this i wish i was gay.. guys can handle a lot more insecurities i find.

and the girls who will come along..well..they're usually long haired hippies who don't shave.

sorry, but I cant' deal with hairy legs and armpits.

“Chaos often breeds life, when order breeds habit�

Activism without chaos? or Chaos without activism?

'The problem with today's youth is not that our fathers don't believe in us, but that we do not believe in our fathers.' - Me.
 
Sincerely stating that you wish you were attracted to men is quite profound. As for the rest of what you said, I agree that the feeling of being desired is like no other, but allowing yourself to feel sorry for yourself only makes the problem worse. I realise how difficult it can be, and how stupid and cliche it sounds but you really just have to look at what you have, appreciate that and not think about what you don't have.

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'It’s a wonder I haven’t abandoned all my ideals, they seem so absurd and impractical. Yet I cling to them because I still believe, in spite of everything, that people are truly good at heart.' - Anne Frank
 
we have a word for people like you...Jewish or gay (synomomous)

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join slayer cult or we will put you in the oven like a digorno pizza
 
wish u were gay, well why not go gay then and stop wishing

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Some people talk it, some people live it, some people walk it-some people give it... deal with it.

D-Loc AKA Shaky Bones... Original, Unique, and One of a Kind.

land of the free???@#! haha right... free to the power of the people in uniform
 
i cant beleive you guys are focusing on the fact that he said he wishes he was attracted to men...... shows what you were looking for in his article..... and whoever said gay/jewish were synonymous with one another, your a bigot.

get well soon skipimp

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no i just really dont get what the point he trying to get across, confused me am

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Some people talk it, some people live it, some people walk it-some people give it... deal with it.

D-Loc AKA Shaky Bones... Original, Unique, and One of a Kind.

land of the free???@#! haha right... free to the power of the people in uniform
 
Yeah, good luck man. I hear where you're comin from (well, not on the gay part so much), but regardless, things will work themselves out. The world is funny like that. Just sit back and let it happen.

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Drop cliffs, not bombs

Make turns, not war

College is for the dumb smart people.

 
Easier said than done, pal.

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Drop cliffs, not bombs

Make turns, not war

College is for the dumb smart people.

 
well i've been depressed for a while now, i dont tell anybody but nobody on here knows me so its cool. skipimp i know exactly what your talking about. I dont have a girlfriend and all my chic friends have gotten boyfriends and dont have enough time to hang out anymore so i'm not as close with them as i used to be and that makes me sad, and half my guy friends have started doing coke and if you ever met somebody who started doing coke they completely change personality wise.

So today im sitting around with my buddies chillin with my guidance councelor during lunch (not because im a fucked up corrupted child but because shes cool to hang out with... most of the time) and she tells my friends and i that we're all dealing with the same problems and that we're all sensitive, nomatter how much you think your a badass. And sure enough we realize shes right. So my point is, stick with the friends you have in the long run it will all work out and you guys will get through your problems together. As for the girlfriend, you have to give it time, she'll come, maybe not right away but she'll come along.

i was going to go for a quad daffy but i was like, why huck? -mommy
 
i think that coming to terms with yourself is key. i still haven't been able to do that, but i believe that that's the way out of depression.

the constant feeling that something's missing, and of unworthyness for everything is my big problem....... but i'm starting to deal with it. getting my licence, and getting away from my overbearing parents a bit has helped alot.

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- Ian

That's Mr. Bangor to you!

~~Phunkin Phatt Phreerider~~

 
depression that isnt 'my dog got hit by a car' depression can oftan be caused by chemical imbalances in the brain. so there is your mystery cause. I know a kid who is the best at every sport they play, who has all the friends in the world, who gets good grades, who lives with a loving family, yet this kid was ready to kill themselves over depression. It was easily treated too...

But on the other hand, i know what you mean and i still think that the world would be a much better place if we all just smiled at each other, at stranges and friends, randomly. A smile can change the course of someones entire day.

-Thom Savery

please pardon the cacography

--->CCR*
 
^Easily treated? Meh... i personally refuse to take medication for it. Who wants fake happiness? It's artificial. And that kid might have problems in his life that aren't easy to detect. I'm sure my life looks pretty nice superficially, too, but that doesn't necessarily make it so.

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In a haze

A stormy haze

I’ll be around

I’ll be loving you

Always

Always

Here I am

And I’ll take my time

Here I am

And I’ll wait in line

Always

Always...
 
two of my friends familys just suffered losses due to depression. One guy lost his job, wife and since he had to income his kids went with his wife so he poisened himself, i hug out with his kids a few times. The other one im not really sure how it happened but he killed his wife and kid then commited suicide.

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vive la Thurgood, Scarface, Brian and Kenny
 
^^I agree with J.D. I refuse to take medication for mine. I was perscribed Lexapro and Paxil, but boo. No good. I don't like taking medicine of any kind, really, but seriously. Antidepressants are overrated in my book. Depression sucks. It and my sleeping disorder go hand-in-hand... I stay up all night thinking about shit and being depressed because I can't sleep.

-Sdot

Reppin' 907
 
If the antidepressants can keep you from killing yourself, then I'm all for them. It's not really fake happiness. The meds just help you to not let every little thing affect you the way it normally would. It helps you 'not care' the same way somebody who isn't depressed would be able to shrug it off. The meds don't make you feel happy, they just keep you from breaking down as often as you normally would.

I have a lot of people who are extremely close to me and are depressed, so I may be biased, but to me not wanting to take meds because it 'fakes a smile' is like not wanting to take meds for an infection because it 'fakes an imune system.'

To the dude who said most depression is caused by a chemical inbalance in the brain, you're wrong. All depression is caused by a chemical inbalance in the brain. It's a disease the same as Malaria or cancer and refusing treatment is being ignorant to not only yourself, but your friends and family who care about you.

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'It’s a wonder I haven’t abandoned all my ideals, they seem so absurd and impractical. Yet I cling to them because I still believe, in spite of everything, that people are truly good at heart.' - Anne Frank
 
Also, the medication isnt artifical or creating fake happyness. Its just puting back into your brain what should already be there. For example there is a chemical that acts as a neurotransmitter in your brain called Acetylcholine, and with out this chemical, nurons can not talk to eachother and it creats depresssion. This is what happened to the person i mentioned befor, and with a pill a day to replace the missing Acetlycholine, they were happy and felt fine. I dont understand why you wouldnt want to take medication to feel better, its not much diffrent than taking cough medican and throught lozzenges when your sick, or putting antibiotic drops in your eye when you get pinkeye.

-Thom Savery

please pardon the cacography

--->CCR*
 
I have been depressed this week. When I am depressed I sit on the computer and avoid the world. You just have to find ways to make yourself happy. Today I am going to go hiking, and do some self reflection. Anyways, good luck with it.

Dont forget your snorkle ~ Bridger Bowl
 
my expectations are too high for what im willing to do to achieve them, basically, im fuckin lazy

Fuck You
 
hey..

sorry i havent writtin..ive been off gallavanting in strange chinese cities...

saw 100 foot golden buddahs in a temple from the song dynasty today.

also many carvings in caves...I founf the laughing buddah way back in a cave....and a funny thing happened..

:

As we were approacing this tourist attraction amongst the hordes of chinese tour groups with their megaphones and waving their flags, I saw that the street vendors weer selling roman candles..bundles of 5. On closer inspection they were actually incense sticks.

I wanted them bad, but they were 100 yuan. (equivalent here to 100$, but atually only 13$ cdn..if you know what i mean..ie a chocolate bar here is 1 yuan..)

i couldn't afford it.

as i was exploring the depths of this cave, a bat almost hit me in the face and was whizzing past my head back and forth. I thought it would be a good place for some incense (before i saw the bat)...I looked up, and in a hole there was....can you guess?... a bundle of five rolls of incense (about 200 sticks)....exacly what i wanted. I looked at the laughing buddah...and laughed.

now that got me out of my little funk that has beed bothering me.

no more depression..till next time faceless stranger...

So when i talk about a girl..I have many, many oppertunities to enter a relationship with countless hot women. Most of them are smart and funny too. But most are living a live not compatible with mine right now. I am ok with all of that, I don't yearn for a girl.

I yearn for a friend. And what i mean about being gay has nothing to do with sex. It's about having a life partner (not in the trad sense of the word either) . We all have life partners, every time we go for beers with our buddies.

You can't just become gay dude..

it's something deep seated and probably genetic based.

anyways,

thanks for the well wishes and kind words

cept that fucker who called me a jew...

...rich bastards....

oi!

“Chaos often breeds life, when order breeds habit�

Activism without chaos? or Chaos without activism?

'The problem with today's youth is not that our fathers don't believe in us, but that we do not believe in our fathers.' - Me.
 
do anyone of you become so detached from your emotions in your search for an appripriate response to them that you begin to alienate yourself from those closest to you?

“Chaos often breeds life, when order breeds habit�

Activism without chaos? or Chaos without activism?

'The problem with today's youth is not that our fathers don't believe in us, but that we do not believe in our fathers.' - Me.
 
^ ive done that a few times, your better off fighting the urge and keeping them close to you.

i was going to go for a quad daffy but i was like, why huck? -mommy
 
the great ski pimp has spoken

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Junction 133

Rural Uproar Teaser

'i also love anal sex...taking and giving, theres nothing better than a fat black cock ripping your anus a little bit when you wake up each morning...email me....i am wafreeskier@hotmail.com'

-Alpentalik
 
^ I used to do that with everything. whenever something bad happened, I'd deal with it by simply shutting myself down. I went through some pretty devastating stuff, and never let myself feel it. then it all just started to build up, ending in a complete meltdown (not fun). I'm getting better with dealing with things now, but it's tough to break old habbits.

'hey look guys! For a dollar you can get a free condom!'

- a friend when she saw the condom dispenser in the bathroom

'We could give him milk after filling his epipen with heroin and turn him into a drug addict'

- a guy thinking of ways to get revenge on someone who is deathly allergic to milk
 
for sure, the whole bottling thing up is bad aint bullshit, your chill for a while and then you reach the limit and some tiny little thing can send you into space on a rampage or just really bad depression, you have to learn that sometimes your gonna be sad

Fuck You
 
Shutting out everything is not good. I used to do so on numerous occasions, and it just makes matters worse. Of course, shutting yourself down in the face of adversity is easy at first, but once you learn to deal with the bad shit as it comes, it's easier than completely alienating yourself. Make sense? Point is- deal with it, it'll come to you eventually.

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Drop cliffs, not bombs

Make turns, not war

College is for the dumb smart people.

 
well, don't alienate yourself..but sometimes you cant tell the difference between doing it yourself, and causing others to do it on their own...

know what i mean?

I don't mean shutting down or bottling up...i see it as stepping back from your emotions..stepping back from anger and quick responses...

causes too much analyzing..

“Chaos often breeds life, when order breeds habit�

Activism without chaos? or Chaos without activism?

'The problem with today's youth is not that our fathers don't believe in us, but that we do not believe in our fathers.' - Me.
 
not sure if I was really bottling things up, more like I just didn't allow myself to feel anything. as soon as I started to feel really sad, or angry or anything about something, I would force it to the very back of my mind. after a while it all just built up and I just started to get worse and worse. I'm a hell of alot better now, but I'm still not all that comfortable showing alot of emotion around other people, only my imediate family, and a few really close friends.

'hey look guys! For a dollar you can get a free condom!'

- a friend when she saw the condom dispenser in the bathroom

'We could give him milk after filling his epipen with heroin and turn him into a drug addict'

- a guy thinking of ways to get revenge on someone who is deathly allergic to milk
 
yeah, you get it..but when you put it away, don't visualize it going to the back of your brain, visualize it going to the front of your brain, almost outside you body sometimes...and look at it.

“Chaos often breeds life, when order breeds habit�

Activism without chaos? or Chaos without activism?

'The problem with today's youth is not that our fathers don't believe in us, but that we do not believe in our fathers.' - Me.
 
and then kick it like a football and laugh.

“Chaos often breeds life, when order breeds habit�

Activism without chaos? or Chaos without activism?

'The problem with today's youth is not that our fathers don't believe in us, but that we do not believe in our fathers.' - Me.
 
Uhhh...

That was quick. I was severely depressed like 5 years ago before zoloft had commercials on primetime. The scariest thing was not knowing what was wrong with me.

Its not a joke. But there is also a HUGE difference from being clinically depressed and just feeling down. I feel down all the time, but thats just who I am.

I hate girls in COWBOY HATS...
 
there's no difference, depression is feeling down all the time.

“Chaos often breeds life, when order breeds habit�

Activism without chaos? or Chaos without activism?

'The problem with today's youth is not that our fathers don't believe in us, but that we do not believe in our fathers.' - Me.
 
everyday exercise makes such a huge difference with depression. Sometimes more then meds do. Exercise and nature are the best meds for depression in my opinion.

Dont forget your snorkle ~ Bridger Bowl
 
i second that

“Chaos often breeds life, when order breeds habit�

Activism without chaos? or Chaos without activism?

'The problem with today's youth is not that our fathers don't believe in us, but that we do not believe in our fathers.' - Me.
 
so many people around me are depressed in one way or another, my gf, my best friend and my dad, in all their cases it seems like they wanna be somewhere else, mentally or phisically

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Dan Maguire

Yankees Suck

'In rode the Lord of the Nazgul. A great black shape against the fires beyond, he loomed up, grown to a vast menace of despair. In rode the Lord of the Nazgul, under the archway that no enemy ever yet had passed, and all fled before his face.

All save one. There, waiting silent and still in the space before the gate, sat Gandalf upon Shadowfax : Shadowfax, who alone among the free horses of the earth endured the terror, unmoving, steadfast as a graven image in Rath Dinen.'

'Dude, we're sick. He's pretty sick, but his muscles aren't as big as mine, so you know.'-CR Johnson
 
Krongos raises a good point. Location has alot to do with my well being. For those of you who are tuned into the energy of a certain place, it can really affect how you feel. Lately I have been feeling pretty down and out due to the circumstances of my location. When I leave to go back to college in the fall I know that I'll feel a hell of alot better about everything, becuase there will be positive energy for a change. Usually if you feel the need to be somewhere else, it's the only cure.

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Drop cliffs, not bombs

Make turns, not war

College is for the dumb smart people.

 
this song explains how I feel when I'm really down... Listen to it.

Notorious B.I.G. - 'Suicidal Thoughts'

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don't take me for a joke, i'm no comedian. too many mental problems got me snortin' coke and smokin' weed again.

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no doubt, sit back on the couch, pants down, rubber on, set to turn that ass out. Laid the bitch out, then i put it in her mouth, pulled out, nutted on a towel, then passed out.
 
suicidal thoughts huh.....waste of fuckin time..

“Chaos often breeds life, when order breeds habit�

Activism without chaos? or Chaos without activism?

'The problem with today's youth is not that our fathers don't believe in us, but that we do not believe in our fathers.' - Me.
 
Ya, I'm not sure if I'd call myself depressed. I never feel as happy as I used to, and I've been that way for almost two years now, and I do separate myself from friends more often than I used to as well. But I don't feel completely hopeless or anything. But the insomnia and sadness going hand in hand is so true. That's exactly what happens for me.

Girls don't like sensitive guys. Since I don't treat women like objects, I have to treat objects like women.

'Wayne Gretzky? Isn't that the guy from Wayne's World?' -My infinitely wise cousin
 
if ur depressed-masterbate more its simple

if u dont masterbate enough- u will become depressed

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High North session 4

'fighting on the internet is like the special olympics, even if u win u are still retarded'-Unknown

its great to be straight

'I need it for programs like Adobie, kinda for songs but mostly porno.'-Misty7

'sorry, were u saying something? i was just lookin down at ure breasts.'-petek
 
deep man

deep.

“Chaos often breeds life, when order breeds habit�

Activism without chaos? or Chaos without activism?

'The problem with today's youth is not that our fathers don't believe in us, but that we do not believe in our fathers.' - Me.
 
that was awesome ski pimp. all your responses.

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There is a man, A certain man, And for the poll you may be sure that hell do all he can, who is this one whos favorite sign just by his action has attraction magnets on the run, who likes to smoke, enjoys a joke and wouldnt get a bit upset if he were really broke with wealth and fame hes still the same i bet you five if not alive that you dont know his name.

**NWFT**

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thanks man.

“Chaos often breeds life, when order breeds habit�

Activism without chaos? or Chaos without activism?

'The problem with today's youth is not that our fathers don't believe in us, but that we do not believe in our fathers.' - Me.
 
I think one of the worst things about depression is the common idea that if a person is depressed, there is something 'wrong' with them, not wrong in the way that there is something wrong with a person who has a cold, but wrong like a person who wets the bed or something. It's that misconception which makes depression worse for people, because they feel like a freak and are treated like one. Depression is simply a chemical imbalance, and should be treated like one!

check out Stept...

'I can throw a twister that could make Tanner bust a nut!'

---------The Cult of the Neon One Piece Jumpsuit---------

*NORTHEAST CULT*
 
nothin wrong with a little chemical imbalances..hehehe

“Chaos often breeds life, when order breeds habit�

Activism without chaos? or Chaos without activism?

'The problem with today's youth is not that our fathers don't believe in us, but that we do not believe in our fathers.' - Me.
 
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