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bigair_clockboy

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I am going through a tough time ever since sunday night when I got home from skiing. My sister told me that a kid from my school died, he committed suicide the night before while driving in his car when he shot himself in the head. After I found that out I was devistated, due to that I have talked to him the past few years and consider him a friend. He was a very humerous kid and was always smiling. I keep looking at pictures and thinking that I will see him in the halls at school again, and I cannot come to the point that I will never see him again, and that in itself I cannot comprehend. This next few weeks will be the most tough and it will forever remain in my heart. Has this ever happened to any of you guys out there?

 
i had an old elementary school friend who after i left california, apparently turned gay and was made fun of, and got so depressed that he hung himself. I wasn't good friends with him, but he was a pretty nice kid so i felt pretty bad. i also had a friend i knew in canada who got blindsided by an 18-wheeler, and that was tough.

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'i would love to be a engineer workin on the new 'high power' 6 liter toilets. i wonder if they get 300 pound guys to drop massive logs and see if they flush.'-4D (Chris)

no true, but you cant judge my english like you judge someone elses that live in for an example the US.. but still you can point out that, but not when i ask something that have something to do about flowers-dallan
 
Yea people kill themselves, I've had friends kill themselves on me before. The way I look at it is they obviously wanted to die. My friend shot himself in the head with his machine gun. Thats not a cry for help. I'm sure he thought about it for a while and decided he would rather be dead. Just be happy get got what he wanted and he doesn't feel pain anymore. Its their life let them have what they want and respect it.

We pay our debt sometimes.
 
I had a friend that i went to school with when i was in 3-7th grade. He too 'committed suicide' by shooting himself in the head just before he was supposed to go to a movie with his dad. He was also always smiling, and always had nothing but good things to say. He was a real nice kid, and i was like 'how could this happen?' The way i coped with it was by looking at pics of he and i together, and thinking of the fun times we had.

Is there an ociffer problem?
 
while I haven't lost a friend, I know a lot of people who have lost people close to them. The best advice I can offer is to keep the memories of them alive, and to find a way to comprhend that they are gone. It's hard, but I'm sure there are a lot of people who are there close to you who will support you. Use them.

-Pat
 
Um... ok, a few things. I lost a friend of mine to an accident a while back, so I feel for you. But I don't get it... he did this while he was driving? ...That just sounds suspicious to me somehow... Very odd. Anyways, that's really too bad. Condolences to you, and hope his family manages to cope.

Thirdly, before anyone takes it and runs with it: Shut up about the thread title. It's obvious, no one needs to make the joke. Thank you.

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In a haze

A stormy haze

I’ll be around

I’ll be loving you

Always

Always

Here I am

And I’ll take my time

Here I am

And I’ll wait in line

Always

Always...
 
he was driving along in our city late saturday night and shot himself in the head, is body fell onto the gas pedal and he drove through 5 or 6 mailboxes and slammed into a house....

 
while i haven't lost a close friend, i have seen first hand the destruction events like this can have on one's life. i am from littleton, co and my rival high school was columbine. needless to say, i knew a lot of people who went there when the shooting took place. one of my best friend's lost his cousin, who i had eaten dinner with at his house just a few weeks prior. another friend's sister took shotgun spray to the arm and shoulder and is just now getting back to normal although, i'm not sure she'll ever be the same.

even though the circumstances are different, i understand your loss and know the feeling of emptiness and inability to understand the meaning of what happened.

hang in there bro and go ski...it always helps!

If you are reading this, you've just wasted a few seconds of your life. Sorry.
 
yeah man i feel your pain, its incredibly gnarly. check my scenario, my bitch breaks up with me 2 weeks later my cousin is murdered by her own husband and a week later one of my buddies dies crashing his bike into a painters van. Now i work for that painting company so i see the van every day pretty much. its shitty to think about death but its somethin you gotta deal with in life.

 
yes i was thinking about making a post like this sort of last week, when my aunt ended her life, its hard because she was very loved and had a family, no one is near recovered, me, or especially my mother, whose sister it was

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The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he who, in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the valley of the darkness. For he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who attempt to poison and destroy my brothers. And you will know I am the Lord when I lay my vengeance upon you.' I been sayin' that shit for years. And if you ever heard it, it meant your ass. I never really questioned what it meant. I thought it was just a cold-blooded thing to say to a motherfucker before you popped a cap in his ass.

 
People have to deal with death, that is true. But it's such a shame when we have to deal with it because of suicide or murder. It's sickening to think that people are able to take the lives of other human beings, and so sad when people think that the only option for them is to take their own life. There are always other options, and there is always someone to help you out, you just have to go find them, because they may not find you in time.

I have a feeling that I was in a similar situation to you a couple years back, so I feel i can sympathize with you. Its hard at first, but when it comes down to it, everything heals with time. In the mean time just keep a good attitude, surround yourself with family and friends. I'm sorry for your loss

 
everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end. Things always get better

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'One celebrity that irritates me is that commercial voice-actor Thurl Ravenscoft. His performances as Tony the Tiger have recently become wan, dispassionate, and uninspired. Ravenscoft's newborn apathy threatens the vitality of a great American icon. I can scarcely consider such a tragedy without also bracing myself for convulsive fits of grief-grief of a fallen hero'-John Symms

I'M A GIRL!!!
 
There was this girl that went to the same school as my brother when they were in middle school. I think she was in 8th or 9th grade or so, but it turns out that someone raped her then killed her.

AK BC SESH
 
smoke an assload of weed and watch the closing scene of A River Runs Through It and you'll be all good.

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'Dude, check out this nasty gouge.'

'Your mom has a nasty gouge.'

'221 is fucking hilarious'

~221
 
^^^ kinda of an ass hole thing to say, but I understand where your going with it...And that movie is defenitly a touching one and one of the best in my mind...

 
some girls dad at my old school killed himslef cause he was caught with child porn on his computer and he was a cop. i guess he didnt want to put his kids through it. it was pretty sad.

 
best friend killed himself after his father died of lukemia after 14 years of having it, and was an only child...poor mother

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Bush in '04-When keeping it real goes wrong!

 
yea dude why would you make a joke like that in a thread like this....

my prayers go out to all your loved ones

go big or go home
 
ive lost people close to me too, ok i know what its like. ive been dead inside. didnt mean to ofend anyone

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buy a hat, help a kid
 
^just try harder not to say asshole things

ive never had anyone that close to me die, ive been really lucky. i can only imagine what youre going thru

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oh yeah? well me and my friends have been bathing off the southern coast of st. bards, chilling with spider monkeys. tripping on acid gave us a whole new perspective on shit.
 
well just acouple days ago someone whos a grade below mes mom died in a car accedent, a large car (suv) hit her and she died instantly, yeah it sucks but i don't really know her. on the other hand my sister was skateboarding and we think her board hit a rock on the sidewalk and she flew into a car, she almost died and was in the icu (intensive care unit) for a couple weeks, it fucking sucked but shes pretty much totally recovered now

'collars up are officially gay, but layering 2 polo shirts is still acceptable'

-ATLANTASKI

'r u sayin we r being censored by da goverment?

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life isn't always fair but you keep your head up and keep moving.just try to remeber the good times and forget the bad.you can't let complete sorrow drag you down for the rest of you life.you gotta be strong .yes ,it is very hardbut life is all about living.i feel deeply for you .just keep your head up.

-Baybe, I ain't no hero.I'm just a

smoothe pimped-out playa from tha streets who knows how to get his.
 
im amazed.this has got to be one of the deepest thrads ever.

-Baybe, I ain't no hero.I'm just a

smoothe pimped-out playa from tha streets who knows how to get his.
 
that really is a tough sitauation to be in. if you go to church, just pray a lot and find people who will pray for you. if you don't go to church, it's something to consider. i've gone through countless things (death in the family, my mom getting cancer, etc) that i've gotten through by means of religion

~-~NWFT~-~

*Kirsten*

start smoking crack. It'll probably be better for you, and you won't need alcohol anymore - Melvs
 
^yes. i know few freinds of mine who tried to kill themselves or hit rock-bottem and got throgh it with the help of God.

-Baybe, I ain't no hero.I'm just a

smoothe pimped-out playa from tha streets who knows how to get his.
 
^** a few

-Baybe, I ain't no hero.I'm just a

smoothe pimped-out playa from tha streets who knows how to get his.
 
i'm glad stuff like this hasnt happined to me like i've known people who have died and felt that pain but i've never had any one around me take there own life.. i'm gunna go and tell all me friends how good it is to be there friend now .

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Is it something i said so fuck you to.
 
One of my friends I had gone too school with since grade 1 hanged himself last year. It was a harsh week at my school. Everybody was so sad and everything.

SMILE, its the second best thing you can do with ur mouth
 
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