I did for a period of about 1.5 years around 2015 during my sophomore year of uni. SSRIs were no bueno for me and marked the start of a multi year slow motion life crisis. I don’t necessarily blame the pills for this because a lot of people lose their minds during their college years and correlation != cause but I just ever so slightly started to feel like a shell of a person. I didn’t feel any psychoactive effects when taking the pills but by the time I stopped I had basically alienated myself from all of my friends, went from getting laid a decent amount to basically becoming an incel, destroyed my GPA, and generally felt “hollow” as a person. Then when I stopped the SSRI the self destructive behaviors went into turbo mode until I graduated. Once I got tf out of it was 2020 and everyone was losing their minds from all of the Covid strangeness and I kind of had this epiphany that having spent the past 4 years going crazy actually put me at huge advantage. I thought this because I saw how everyone around me was in the early stages of losing it and I had nothing else to lose (makes no sense ik), but after that I had a huge confidence boost, quit all of the drugs and antisocial behaviors, lied my way into the dream job in the field I went to school for and started getting better at life.
I mean life is still a nightmare but at least it’s funny and I genuinely have a positive attitude about it. Maybe instead of an SSRI I just needed a change of environment in first place…