Thanks for all the support.
My treatment team gave me some bad news today. After eating 2500 calories a day, having very limited activity, and having EVERYTHING monitored, I have managed to lose weight. My team think I am ready mentally to start transitioning, but they need to monitor my body. My metabolism is starting to come return to normal, so it's hard to figure out how much i should be consuming to gain weight at a steady safe rate.
I'm gonna be eating more food than I've ever eaten before, sit around do nothing, and some how be building muscle. I can live with that