Sometimes I feel like I have the personality of an older person. Like all my friends are in higher grades than I am and I don't really have any friends who are in my grade. Most people I meet think I'm a junior, or 17 years old. Like I deal with other 9th graders and thier bullshit and I can't help but think "wow, why don't you grow up you immature little shit." Theres more to life than making it to second base with the sluttiest girl in the grade, or drinking a beer and a half and then bragging about it to everybody the next day, talking about how "drunk" they got.
It also sucks because I want to persue things that I can't do soley because of my age. I can't travel to Austria to film for a movie, I can't spend a month in Tahoe, I can't take collage-level filming classes for school credit, blah blah blah and so I sit here wasting my mind on little mere tasks like how the spell the word "tenant" for my English homework, or write an essay on the difference between revolution and rotation for my physical science class.
Now that I think about it, this really fucking sucks.