Damn dude, how many are you looking at. I luckily just had 2 and I was good. Missed the whole season other than last day but whatever. Lost some function but I'd say I got most of it back. Hasn't been a year yet so I'm sure it'll keep getting better. Luckily I don't need to throw a baseball again.
Any idea how severe it is or something you won't know until PT?
As far as getting back out there that's weird. Trying not to land on something that you know probably can't support the fall. Makes everything a little awkward.
"To be honest I don't even know what I was trying... I don't remember much. I think that's where the shock sets in. I definitely remember my bones going through my skin and feeling my elbow shatter apart though."
That's gnarly. I've never had anything actually puncture the skin. Push out from under yes, but puncture, that's fucking wild.
Hang in there man. Hopefully everything will go alright and with some good PT workouts you can get back out for the bluebirds spring laps.