R.i.p

feihlination

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so my (if parents were married) stepbrother died last night. he was found in his bed and noone knows anything about it. he wasnt a skier or whatever, but he was a great musician, 21 years old and had a nice future.

he was happy when people heard his music, so i thought i could repost our crews video of last year. he did mix the "also sprach zarathustra" for the intro and the soundtrack of the image section is also from him (somewhere close to the end, feel free to skip to it).

thx alot

bye markus, we meet again

 
Something similiar happened to me 2 years ago my cousin ( my dad married my mom and my dads bro married my moms sister) son was born the same day as me 2 hours difference we were always together and we looked the same. and one day he called me to tell me that he wouldn't be going to basketball training but i insisted he came and that he and his dad picked me up because we lived right next to each other. On his way to my house his car hit another persons' car (which was a dodge silverado and my uncle was driving a civic ) on the highway he died almost instantly I saw him die. He died because of me. My advice is to reassure the others around you, it will calm your grief and you will be helping others. Also keep in mind that part of him lives in you and in and your parents try to see him in others.
 
well thanks a lot so far, of course its bad for me, but the real thing is his bro and his father, because his mother died like 7 years ago and so on... i hope they make it.

last update is that it doesnt look like suicide, another friend found him and tried to give him first aid...

 
so really the last thing to make it complete:

so this three friends of mine have some beers, watching a movie (normally they are not even there at this time of the week) at the other two guys flat. than the two brothers go sleeping and he stays on the couch. some goddamn pipe breaks down or gets a crack and carbonmonoxide spreads in the room and he will never wake up again. somehow lucky that there arent 3 guys to bury now... but still, it sucks how random this is, it wasnt his flat, normally he sleeps elsewhere...

but i guess when you look how dumb this is, there gotta be some reason for it. i hope so... hes jamming with syd barrett, john lennon and all the jazzers up there and hes with his mum, i know hes ok

 
that can never be your fault brotha...dumb shit like that happens all the time and you can never blame yourself

OP thats a really sad story...he'll be writing music for the Angels now

R.I.P
 
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