lol you're having trouble now, just wait until next year and junior year
i had serious motivation issues last year, grades went to shit, never hung out with anyone on weekends. turns out i had lyme disease the whole year and it was slowly eating away at me and making me feel miserable 100% of the time
high school is about finding out what you like, not about deciding freshman year and trying to spend the rest of the time convincing yourself you like what you chose. take as many different classes as you can, ranging from AP art to economics and whatever you think might be interesting. somewhere along the way something will pop out at you and you'll realize that's what you wanna do
it still hasn't really happened with me yet, i'm a junior and completely lost about what i want to study, but i'm confident that if i keep trying new things that something will pop out along the way, otherwise i'll major in something i'm sort of interested in and then ski for a few years while i figure out where i want to take my life, but don't give up now because then when you figure out what you wanna do with your life you'll have much fewer options
any somewhat interesting career will force you to use your head if you make it that way, but if you constantly think about how much you hate it the only thing you will get out of it is depression and lost time
nobody on the internet is gonna tell you what your major is because i can guarantee that won't motivate you. interest comes from within.../cliché