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I document everything that happens on the computer and make the medical chart. It's pretty much just busywork and listening to physician dictations, but it's fun and I see a lot of cool shit, and for $15 an hour I can't really complain, since it's ridiculously easy and I don't plan on doing it for a long time. I'm basically sitting here watching the doctors intubate this dude and put in a chest tube while he bleeds out while also on NS. Weeee I'm so responsible.
 
haha I found this fucking hilarious. I can just picture you sitting off to the side on a computer while this guy is dying and doctors are running around and yelling and you are just going between that medical chart and NS. LOL.
 
I WANT TO GO SKIING. Jeez I wish I had a ride up to killingon. But stuck at home. It's really nice out. But it's cold. And its cozy with my dog infront of the fire. I want to do something active. Bleh. /rant
 
I just made myself sad watching a movie. Damn it. The movie is "Blow", by the way. About a guy who basically has an addiction to smuggling cocaine, but he's always getting caught.
 
And its over. No changing her mind... I guess I gotta just move on. Thought I'd update in this thread cause I keep posting about it here.. FUCK
 
Gone through the same phase around last year, didn't do much about it and it all passed with time. I can't really give you advice about it because I didn't do anything about it but focused on my future and my own personal goals. In the end it worked out even better since the phase passed and I was ahead in school and had made a ton of money.

I don't guarantee that you will have the same result but I went through the exact same thing, absolutely despising my best friends and hating every single person I even saw. It had me in a huge depression. I just dealt with it by trying to keep busy and keep to myself and not think about it. I resorted to homework and doing extra work.

It definitely was weird because it came out of no where.
 
What am i supposed to do when there is a guy who is my science lab partner (assigned seats) but this same person i know for a fact is one of the major reasons why one of my best friend for 11 years has tried commiting suicide 5 times.

All of my friends think that this guy (lab partner) is fine and funny and they like him.

I don't want to tell all of my friends why he is a dick, but i also dont want to be around him anymore.

Fuck
 
^ if you like your suicidal friend more than your other friends, tell the guy to his face hes a dick head for picking on your friend. if you want to be friends with the other guys, then ignore your feelings and keep being friends with them. if they judge you for standing up for your other friend then id imagine your best interest is not hanging out with them...just my two cents though, ive delt with similar situations and from experience im telling you its best to do the right thing.
 
I'm assuming you're in high school. Once you are out of high school you probably won't talk to 90% of the people from your school. Who gives a shit what other people think of you. If he truly is your best friend and you want to keep it that way stand up for him. It really shouldn't even be a hard decision.

People who are that big of dicks need to be confronted and put in their place otherwise they will continue to do the same thing their entire life.
 
Sounds to me like you need to get laid.

Honestly I'm not even trying to be a dick or be funny or anything, just my opinion, it actually does make a difference and improves life in general usually.
 
Yeah, I remember way back when we would all make plans for the weekends and I'd get super stoked for it and then plans would change, all my friends would say that they aren't going to do anything that night but just stay home so it kind of bummed me out and then I'd find out on Mondays that they all went out and partied or whatever and all chilled together and then really got me rattled. To make matters worse they would tell me about and talk about how much fun they had like completely forgot that they ditched me. I'd usually just walk away and ignore them. Around the third time that happened it got me into the depression and I gave up hope on anything happening whether it was planned with friends or not.

I still hate the majority of those kids and that side of the funk never left me. Recently now one of my best friends keeps saying we're going to go to University party's every weekend (happened once already) and it will be super sick and then he would just go without telling me or wouldn't answer my texts asking what's going on and I'd find out he went. He also said last Friday that the party was "Gay x100, don't bother driving way down here." so I was like "Well want to go do something?" He never answered, later in the week I was talking to another buddy who ended up being there and said it was insane, one of the best parties and that I should've came.

Fuck, maybe I'm just a bitch and need to let go of stuff but I heavily really on friends when I need to vent or just some support when things aren't too shabby but yeah, I know how feel but I'm not too sure on the best approach to getting over it. All I needed was a couple friends to hang with on the odd day that I was close to and forgot everyone else. It also helps that I don't really see any of my other "friends" since I'm graduated just a select few.
 
Exactly I like having plans early. I'm always last on the list as well so I found some friends that are the same kind of and our number one thing is to chill together always. Have a couple beers, kick freestyles, and do a ton of stuff together and I don't need anyone else. What I'd suggest is don't get your hopes up on plans with other people just with the select few you really feel close to.
 
i need some help for this scenario.

SO one of my close guys friends has this outside of school friend who i met a few weeks ago and i think i felt a pretty good connection, we liked the same music, we both love art yata yata yata,and i thought he was pretty hot. and i want to ask my friend if he could like set us up or something. but i dont know really how to ask... i know he is like one of my close guy friends but we normally dont talk about this type of stuff so thats why im having a hard time with his
 
if it were that easy i totally would.. i dont wana like intrude on his like personal life since its like his best friend but i want him... hahaha
 
Pretty much this. When you're talking to a guy, it's best to just get straight to the point. I don't understand why it's making you feel awkward or whatever, just like yo i like your friend can you set us up or whatever, it's not really a big deal.
 
Sharkey, once you get it it will be simple. You have to figure out a way to make the way your mind works be a positive. I found out how a while ago and my life has improved since. Also, I agree that getting your nut is HUGE to feeling awesome. Some realizations will hit you or something. It's hard to explain. About 18% or so of it came from mushrooms. I don't know. I don't get depressed as much anymore. I really think it will happen to you too.
 
That was only a little part of it for me though. So much more has to happen, so many more thoughts and considerations have to enter your mind. It's hard. I know. You can beat it though. I know you will. Life is fucking awesome. And with your intelligence level life is even more fucking awesome.
 
You're asking her out. Get that girlfriend companionship shit. That should help.

And please no not a handjob I still have marks on my dick from the one I got on Friday...
 
this website is lame sometimes. well no, i shouldnt say that-- i mean the karma thing is lame. why have it? im always nice to people and always helping people when they ask for help, then my karma gets knocked down by 5-6k for no reason? what did i post that was so bad? so i didn't like a jacket in the casual jacket thread? there is no rhyme or reason to this karma madness. I know I shouldn't care, and I don't really-- but isn't this the thread to post things that you care about a little but don't really care about at all?
 
Just took a practice test before tomorrow's exam and got a 62. Brace yourselves boys, because it's gonna be an all nighter.

Time to order das pizza.
 
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