from the perspective of someone a little farther along then you, nut up and do it.
I got my life in '06, and luckily my little bro and dad were still active in the troop or I wouldve been screwed. This summer I finally got my act together tried to get re-involved. Im not going to sugar coat it, it was hard work, especially being a senior in hs. I ended up finishing my project in november, and im just finishing up all the paper work now, had my scoutmaster conference last night, and need to schedule a board of review. I turn 18 in about 2 months, and i cannot wait to get this all wrapped up.
Yes it will be a grind. But you need to do it. You may end up having fun while doing it. My dad says he has met so many people who say they were at life, but they never ended up making it to eagle, and its one of the decisions they regret most in their lives.
DO IT
I'm sure you can get help from people in your troop, but if you wanna hear about it from someone who just did what you need to do, or want more encouragement pm me. I want to see you post here in 4 months and be like, "just got my eagle. Booya!" Now get off new schoolers and work on your project or your remaining badges. GO