yes exactly I used to say the same, be disgusted by drugs and wondering why people drank and saying I never would , but then last year I drank once, and you'll realize it's fun, and you'll enjoy drinking with your friends at a party every now and then. Same for drugs, Im not a stoner at all i just smoke every now and then but I care too much about my lungs and braincells and it would be a stupid waste to be a frequent smoker, so it's usually very rare, less than once a month, or more, depends, but I enjoy it every time.