If anyone else gets this injury down the road, I wanted to post an update after my first season post-dislocation.
TLDR:
I came back stronger than ever and had the best season of my life. The injury sucks, but I think it is possible to make a full recovery, continue to push your skiing, and gain some important perspectives.
Longer version:
Physical Recovery-I took physical therapy seriously, and it made all the difference. I had been dealing with some runner's knee before the accident, but that was nonexistent this season with all of the rehab I ended up doing for my hip. The injury opened my eyes to how important it is to take care of your body. My hip hasn't bothered me at all. It does pop more often than it used to (randomly 1x/2x per month), but that is the only difference. However, it is worth noting that my dislocation didn't involve significant effacement of the cartilage in my hip joint or damage to my pelvis or femur. I was back at 100% physically within 4ish months without any long-term pain or functional limitations.
Mental Recovery- The mental side of recovery was more difficult for me. I have a lot of life responsibilities as a dad and husband. My partner is amazing and has supported me 100% in the last two years since I decided I wanted to learn freestyle skiing. I always knew that this was a dangerous sport, but it became more real after the accident. The big grapple I had during recovery was whether progression was worth it. Tbh I wouldn't blame anyone for deciding to dial their skiing back after an injury like this. Even though I was/am terrified of a serious accident happening like this, continuing to push myself as a skier is too important for my personal fulfillment to stop now. I let myself ease into getting confident on my skis again and unashamedly bailed when I wasn't 100% feeling it. My biggest takeaway from the accident is how important it is not to force anything. Now I only send when it feels right and the conditions are appropriate for what I am trying. Having the confidence to tell myself (or the well-intentioned homies) no has been huge for me in continuing to progress as safely and responsibly as possible. I was patient the whole season and the last weekend at Snowbasin finally felt ready to go upside down again. Sending that backflip felt like the final thing I needed to put the dislocation behind me. Looking back on everything, I am thankful for the perspective my injury gave me and that I am privileged enough to continue my evolution as a skier.
p.s. Thanks to everyone who reached out after the injury. Also, thanks to the Newschoolers community in general for all the advice and inspiration.