15 ,and on a friday night i usually hit my friends vape before we go out wandering through the streets looking for a party and or women. (Is that even partying? i feel like im wasting my life. i maintain a 71 % average but i dont apply myself in school at all and have been told that i have increadible potential but cant find the motivation. I just moved cities so im in this fucked up school with ghetto race ratios along with a damaged social life. I have no idea of what i want to do with my life after highschool and feel helpless. fuck fuck fuck fukc fuckfuckfuc kfuck fuck fuck.WHAT AM I SUPPOSED to DO highschool isnt supposed to be this hard FUCKING MIDLIFE CRISIS!!!!!!