This is more of a rant at this point than anything which will probably cover a couple of subjects.

1) If you didnt know, im a freshman at CU Boulder. sweet huh? yeah - thats what i thought too.... But since i've been here, i have only been to one good party outside of my dorm, outside of the same room we party in every fucking time we do. Does that not sounds boring as shit to anyone else? This is why i was fucking pissed as hell when i finally found a party - no one wanted to go. WHAT THE FUCK? these people who said they didnt want to go were the same who not 10 minutes before had been whining and moaning about always being on dorm.

2) But you know what? fuck that....that doesnt really piss me off as much as when i really want to go fucking skiing for the first time of the season, and every single ride i try to get doesnt work out - even from the girl i've been hooking up with, who said she'd take me.

3) Since i've been drinking a little bit tonight, random thoughts are coming to my head. So i just wanted to let everyone know that Swollen Members live = one of the best experiences in your life.

4) But i want to go fucking skiing.

5) damnit.

6) ok im done.

anyways, im pissed off - so im going to go smoke a bowl probably and go to bed and hopefully have happy dreams.